Sunday, June 14, 2020

Hazaaron Khwaishen Aisi… and after..

Posted by: Sudhir Mishra
Posted on: August 7, 2007 at 12:26 PM

I’ve been trying to analyse how different sort of people like Hazaaron. Some people fall in love with it and develop a sort of relationship with it. A lot of young people, students like it. The generation that lived through that period is grateful that someone made a film of that time and caught them as they were. The IAS wives association likes it!

I really get quite astounded. I have corporate heads say they love it. Sometimes, I imagine why would corporate heads like a film like this. Some people see it as a dark political film, some see it as a relationship film. I think it has doors through which you can walk in.

... showed it in Patna, Bihar. There was a young minister sitting there, someone in the chief minister’s cabinet and 6-7 of his security guards; cops. I was sitting there and towards the end of the film, when Vikram gets battered by the cops, I thought the real cops would turn around and get after me but later on they came to me and said, “yeh bahut real tha”. Aise hi hota hai. Humko karna parta hai aisa.” (It was quite real. It’s always like this. We have to react like this at times.)

Sometimes things do happen during the making of a film. The right story comes to you. The right actors come. In a sense it has revived my career in a very big way. Today who is Sudhir Mishra! They say it’s the Hazaaron director. It’s a little unfair on the other films. I start feeling sorry for Dharavi. I was quite fond of it. But, this is how it is. I thought of Hazaaron post Is Raat Ki Subah Nahin. It took about 5-6 years and quite a lot of rewrites. I first wrote it with Shiv Subramanium and then with Ruchi Narain.

In the beginning when I wrote it there was a 4th part as well. There was another transition. It was supposed to be in some future time in 2010 or 2020 but that was becoming a bit too much. .… Hazaaron is also a lot rewritten in the shooting. There’s no one method in film making. I tend to follow an impulse at the time of the shoot. That’s when the whole atmosphere and the whole unit come together. There’s an energy that happens. I follow that impulse and it takes you somewhere. If I made Hazaaron now it would be different and if I made it in 1996 it would have been different. It’s who you are at that time. It’s your entire thought process.

Also, some people have this strange relationship with Hazaaron. They come to me and say “Oh, I loved it but I don’t know if someone else will understand it.” There’s an assumption within audiences, which is very dangerous. In most of the reviews for Hazaaron, mostly all of them like it a lot and then they say, but it is strictly for so and so, strictly for the discerning. I find that a little presumptuous.

It’s a film about these people but it’s not really me. My politics is different from Naxal politics, for example. My politics is different from Vikram as well. But there is a time, a place and a country when people veer towards an existing ideology. And the attraction of a lot of people towards the left in those days and even now till 1990s was and is that they thought this was not the best of all possible worlds. And therefore they had that idea of change. But, I don’t think they grasped the implications of that totally.

I think the idea was that the few groups that were talking, were talking of dismantling what existed. I don’t think they thought too much about what would come after. And the problem with these ideologies has been that they have not envisioned the world that they want to bring. They merely want to dismantle what exists. Therefore revolutions fail. And all ideologies attempt to show you this pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. Therefore, sometimes, an advertisement of a communist state and a fairness cream become similar. Every thing is offering you a heaven in the end, including religion.

In Hazaaron, Geeta is the person who understands that the world doesn’t change merely because you want it to and the change happens as a result of an interaction between a lot of things. Maybe women understand defeat easier and take loss better. Maybe. Vikram is the guy who is trying to be who he is not. Somewhere when his father rises up in him, he faces the kind of end he does. He is troubled. He’s always trying to be what he’s not. That’s the contradiction of Vikram. Through Geeta he keeps getting drawn back to something. Otherwise, he’s quite successful in what he’s done.

Lot of people see Vikram and Siddharth as different types of people. Actually they are three people of around the same kind. They are all aspects of our selves. Vikram is not really a son of a bitch. Though this is a non judgmental film, being non judgmental with these characters is not something that you consciously do, it’s who you are. It comes from a viewpoint.

In Dharavi, Rajkaran Yadav is a taxi driver, who in one moment, in his ambition betrays his friends. He gets carried away with power. His wife walks out on him. Is his wife right or is he right. We are not judging him.

And this is one of the problems that audiences and even cinematic literate audiences have with my films. Even in the art film formula of the 70s there was the innocent posited against the evil oppressor. So, there was the Zamindar as oppressor. But it’s more complicated than that in our world now. The simple Chaplinesque, innocent is not possible any more either. We all carry the world in our heads and we are all corrupted ourselves.

Some audiences are also like children wanting to root for somebody, like the Lagaan cricket team, for example. A lot of films hence, are variations attempted to be Lagaan. Lagaan does that most successfully. But, mostly in life, you don’t find that at all, so you try and find that in films. And that’s even how scriptwriting is taught. You find a character. You have to root for this guy.

Can anybody make a film about someone who is not so right, not so perfect, yet who is killed in a riot? But it was wrong, that he was killed in a riot. For example, there might be someone who is somewhat of a bastard. But you can’t kill him because someone you idolized died. Make a film like that and who do you root for? Then you’ll say, who is the hero! The adult thing in life is that as much as you disagree with somebody you can’t kill him. That’s a mature world.

Faiths may disagree with each other and all religions disagree with one another that’s why they are different. All this con that people say there is one God. If it was that easy, then why do you fight! Many religions are against each other. There is some element in them which is in opposition with the other. The maturity of the world has to be that you live with those differences.

I am quite glad that Hazaaron worked at a level that it did even then. I don’t know if you can root for Vikram. Maybe you can, because he is in love. But Geeta is not in love with him and is in love with Siddharth who is a bit caught up with himself and the notion of what he wants to do. Geeta leaves her husband for no particular reason except for that she married wrong. There’s a lot of grey there. In all of them. But still at least a certain section of the audiences are becoming adult.

Actually nobody has ever written on Hazaaron in terms of Geeta. Maybe it’s a success of the writing or the way the actress played it or the combination of all these things that you don’t judge her. Here she is a girl who is in love with one person in the beginning of the film, making another guy hang around her and sort of using him a bit. And then walking out on all of them into a marriage and then coming back realizing it’s a wrong marriage. All this, while she keeps using this hanger-on, Vikram. And in the end when this guy really needs her, and he’s actually a vegetable, helpless, she’s giving him a shoulder and he doesn’t even know it.

Geeta is a complicated woman. There are very few women characters like that in Indian cinema. Critics are used to characters who shout from the rooftops and women who quote the entire mythology of the country in order to justify sleeping with someone.

In Hazaaron it passes fluidly. There’s a scene in the film where Vikram comes with a bottle of champagne when Geeta is back in Delhi. He says, “your husband Arun came to see me.” She asks, “So what did he say”. Vikram answers, “he asked if I was in love with his wife and I said yes I was in love with her”. And she laughs. She says, “Thanks Vikram, I was just going to get horribly sentimental.” Now that could be a bitch! She laughs! Then she comes out and says, “I am not going to live here”. She made him buy that flat!

The scene in the end with Vikram is Geeta’s redemption where she has to look after him. Actually she made this guy do what he did and at this point she has to reconcile with the fact that she has to look after him. She never actually did anything for him in the whole film and she used him totally. And he’s still muttering, I love you.

While making Hazaaron, I thought very few people make films about ‘us’. Usually films are about ‘them’. About that cab driver, that prostitute. This is a film about us and there is the failure of all those who were priviledged and were conscious of that fact and were a bit guilt ridden about it and wanted to somewhat change. They still carry vestiges of some of the ideas within them.

But, then in Khoya Khoya Chand, my next film I step out of that territory totally. It’s the same film maker, though. Even if you go into other territories, it’s you. Here I try to make a film about ‘me’ more than anything. Of course you put a story in a time to deliberately distance yourself. You put it in the 50s and 60s which is a period of cinema I like. It’s a film about people who are in this medium and the difficulty of it all.

______________________________________________________________________________


39 Responses to “Hazaaron Khwaishen Aisi… and after..”

Kishore Budha on August 7th, 2007 12:43 pm
As a film researcher and lecturer all I can say is that HKA remains an important film. I think we need to move away from valorisation of the filmmaker (yes we do recognise the role of the auteur, but in the Indian context it degenerates into sycophancy or undue adulation, which dilutes the significance of the auteur and her/his work). Filmmakers have been chicken and utterly failed to grasp the huge reservoir of sympathy towards grassroots movements. To raise the salience of HKA, I would like to point to films such as Page 3, Swades, which reflects a supine bourgeoise ideology. It is the utter failure of film criticism in India to reference the wider contexts of films. Instead they tend to break into polemics about film form (verisimilitude), which seems to be enough to mask poor content. Take for example Swades. This hyphenated identification with both the individualistic wages of economic migration and the need to contribute with actions to alleviate rural poverty are attempts to recontextualise Nehruvian ideology in an era of globalisation. Gowariker’s interviews to the media confirm this hypothesis: ‘If you have the opportunity, you must go abroad, study, work and make your money. But after a substantial amount of time, look back at what you’ve left behind and see if you can contribute in any way.’ (Gowarikar cited in Anon:2004a) Swades advocates benefits of the Nehruvian ideological state apparatus through a clearly defined programme of rural development through motifs of modernity, application of science and technology, and self-sufficiency. In such relations, rural Indians are the bearers of the incomplete nationalist project. Such portrayals ignore the reality of the radical rural movements such as Naxalism and Maoist insurgencies. Instead, their politics is defined and acted out by the returning, scientifically-educated, nostalgic, and ‘activist’ Indian.

HKA tackles this issue cleverly. Though detractors may argue that after all it is the bourgeoisie that can exercise agency, the film instead subverts their fantasies and exposes the hollowness of Nehruvian nationalism.

Vivek on August 7th, 2007 1:13 pm
I am your regular audience and to me this film appealed right away, because the generation you had profiled (late 60’s early 70’s) live and breathe, at least in Toronto/Delhi/Mumbai and parts of the US. My favorite person in Toronto, Prof Bush Gulati, is one such human. Meeting your typical “unlce/aunty” in Canada, here was a revelation of a human, who first spoke to me about his LSD experiences and in the same breadth about his liberation struggle for Burma.
I have to admit I am also a person who like Himmesh and Govinda films, but that same me could not take my eyes and ears of HKA.

The “wheeler dealer” character of Shiney, the “I am serious and intelligent because I think serious thoughts” character of KK, were so close to life that they caught my attention right away. Reality almost always sells to me. That is why Monsoon Wedding appealed to me, that is why Namesake DID NOT appeal to me.

When I see what the characters like KK’s have become now, in their post college life, I have to admit it is shockingly close to what you depict.

That generation is way more “younger’ than their offsprings, and way more “energized” about life in general.

Shantanu on August 7th, 2007 3:53 pm
I loved HKA.
BTW sudhir the best movie of yours I liked
was yeh woh manzil to nahin.Please release
this gem of a film on DVD. Very few people have seen it

Suchita B on August 8th, 2007 1:37 am
Sudhir Sir, very well said.

“Therefore, sometimes, an advertisement of a communist state and a fairness cream become similar. Every thing is offering you a heaven in the end, including religion.”

“Critics are used to characters who shout from the rooftops and women who quote the entire mythology of the country in order to justify sleeping with someone.” ha ha ha …

I loved the film. waiting for KKC. regards,

Dipankar Giri on August 8th, 2007 2:52 am
Sir, Hazaaron…like the title suggested is a tale of wishes….Sidharth’s wishes for a change..Gita is in love with sid..Vikram is in lov wid Gita…it’s a chain of “khwahishe”…now evertime I watches Hazaaron I think Gita looked comlicated but never been..simply coz she never questions Sidharth like y r u doing this..she just loves Sidharth like an ordinary women…coming from a leftist background how can she be so unaffected..why don’t she questions that the movement which has ignited Bengal could also bring a change in Bihar..both states r different..there is a huge difference between both’s socio political situations…Bihar is in grip of castism whereas bengal is not…naxalite movement in Bihar failed at every front..Gita faces tortures..unite the women..coz she might had a guilt..what guilt is this..?betraying her love or it’s her realization….for me Vikram is the most complicated character in Indian cinema which makes the film so real..
HKA will always be considered as a standard of Indian cinema though “Is Raat” is also very close to me..for me it’s best underworld film I have ever seen…
thanx for these masterpieces…

Joyjeet on August 8th, 2007 2:53 am
HKA ended lyrically. But did the tale end there, Sudhirji? Why should it?
Hazaron Khwaishe Aisi… as in you’ve already described — the thousand ambitions pulling in thousand directions.
Ke Har Khwaish Pe Dum Nikle… What happened after Emergency & in the ’80s — the Janata era, Blue Star, Sanjay & Indira dead, Rajiv in & Bofors leading to coalitions. But what happened to our trio? Did Sid come back? Did Vikram wake up? & is Geeta still in the ‘outbacks’?
Bahot Nikle Mere Arman… Mandal-Ayodhya-Reforms-y2k. The trio’s GenNext is ready by now. That young kid has now come of age, hasn’t she? So how are things going on? What does she thinks of her mother?
Magar Phir Bhi Kam Nikle… NOW — What Now? Your vision of us & what’s coming up.
Okay, okay perhaps that was too much. But don’t scold me.
Just think about it. Thanks for Hazaron… someone needed to tell that story. But someone also needs to tell the other ones too. And can’t it gradually progress from an ‘us’ pov to a ‘me’ pov for you?
Hey! what do you all think?
Meanwhile, waiting for KKC. All the best, sir.

Ruchi on August 8th, 2007 3:37 am
I wanted to see HKA since its pre-release days.None of my college friends agreed to come along.They didn’t want to go to a multiplex for a movie strictly for those who like serious cinema;as the reviews proclaimed.Left with no choice:I dragged my mother(who’s a housewife) along against her wish.We bought the last two tickets that were left.When we came out,she thanked me for showing such a wonderful movie.One more addition to the different people who liked HKA!
My friends saw the movie after lot of convincing.Not to mention loved it!And still regret missing the chance to see it on the big screen.

Kumar Gautam on August 8th, 2007 3:53 am
Sudhir i had chat with one of your close friend and he particularly said that you were not “that type” and “specifically active” during naxalite movement in Bihar…infact, you hadn’t felt all that you have potrayed in HKA…that deserves special kudos…AB INTEZAR HAI YE CHAND KHO KAR KITNI ROSHNI KARTA HAI…

aditi on August 8th, 2007 6:36 am
“If I made Hazaaron now it would be different and if I made it in 1996 it would have been different. It’s who you are at that time. It’s your entire thought process.”‘
But you are also living NOW and also have a thought process…yu could have connected the film to the present day, at least towards the end. Just that the Naxal movement has re-engineered itself and is gaining strength in the poorest of poor regions of our country…just that this time the elitiist tag isn’t there..
By the way I enjoyed HKA

Hazaaron Khwaishen Aisi… and after.. on August 8th, 2007 8:08 am
[…] PFC […]

Vikram on August 8th, 2007 10:41 am
Lovely Article :)

Mainak on August 8th, 2007 10:44 am
I wish there were more filmmakers like you who are aware of whats going on in this world.

It seems most filmmakers are making films in reference to the films they have seen. Thats is their pov of the world. Not by how they experienced & lived life. Thats why so much style & stupid plots.

wish you all the best.

Pratim D. Gupta on August 8th, 2007 10:53 am
all I can tell you Sudhir-da we have great, great expectations from you and we are sure you won’t disappoint!

p.s. love the font and styling of Khoya Khoya Chand… :)

atray on August 8th, 2007 10:59 am
Eagerly waiting for “Khoya Khoya chand.:)

While in ‘Hazaaro Khwahise Aisi’ I consciously found some kind of symbolism and watched it in that way as if Geeta’s character represents our Nation of that time .and two characters of Vikram and Siddhartha signify as two rising faces or hope which a nation identifies that time, one as rising capitalist and another struggling communist. Earlier one’as vikram’ thrashed and paralyzed by the same system that he used for self growth in the end, and recognized as well accepted lastly by her when her fairytale unwillingly resolves..Here she knew that if she accepts him she (as nation of that time) could mislay own hope or spirit that she believes it in village.
Whereas Sidhs character denoting that trying hard communist society trying to build n place its identity, he fondly loved by her but finally he withdraws that seeking movement and a nation lost..a country couldn’t ignore anyone. Nation keeps watching everyone.. Married to an IAS…Loving an activist and lastly sitting with a paralyzed hope…

Mainly films characterization was so broad, its covers my most imagination of that time of India…those sub characters as youth congress, Vikrams Gandhivian father, Siddhartha dad and mom his associate activist all speaks back, whenever remember that masterpiece.
Also great actors and perfect acting make it possible that HKA to flow in that time…
Regards..

krysh on August 8th, 2007 12:42 pm
Sudhir Bhai,HKA will always have a place of its own in the hindi cinema’s evolutionary march..More than a kind of diary of life and times in 70s and early 80s,i found HKA to be your most accomplished works in terms of execution,craftsmanship and handling..Definitely looking forward to KKC.

Aastha on August 8th, 2007 11:16 pm
You were right in saying that surprisingly different people liked the movie (OK, I added ’surprisingly’ myself). One such example is my sister, who is a teenage schoolgoer, I had fully expected her to lash out at me for making her see what she would have called a ‘boring, not-my-type’ film. But I was really surprised when not only did she sit through the whole movie pretty interested and in the end cried out that it was totally unfair to Vikram that he should end up like this and she was criticising Sid for leaving in such a way you would think he was some sort of neighbour or a person she had actually known! After reading this piece of yours I suddenly remembered that incident, I am still surprised that someone like her actually liked the movie enough to speak up for one of the characters as if it was someone she knew…

dazedandconfused on August 8th, 2007 11:30 pm
Loved HKA like all the people who have commented above. I totally rooted for Vikram’s character throughout the movie and I think everybody who loved the movie would have that in common. If you don’t, then the ending wouldn’t seem powerful.

But then I don’t know why anyone wouldn’t. He is in love and isn’t loved back in return. He is the underdog, not well-off, ambitious. He masks his feelings from everyone except the person watching the movie. He has most in common with most of us. Sure, he is not against bending the rules a bit but don’t we all want to be that person who can do that and get away with it? Unfortunately, very few of us are Siddharth, in today’s cynical world.

I don’t know a Siddharth but Vikram, I know, for sure.

raghu on August 9th, 2007 2:59 am
i have a relationship with HKA as u mentioned.i doont know how many times i watched it, atleast 30 times. every time i watch it, it gives me lot of strength&hope.

thanks sudhir for giving such a wonderful movie.

Rony D'costa on August 9th, 2007 4:38 am
A good film for me is when different elements used in filmmaking merges together to make a whole.when i watch a good film there is a rush in my body. i am generally in a very good mood for a while afer. later, i could get into the nitty gritties like what is good & what is bad but that does not change the intial euphoria i felt after i watch the film. HKA did all that to me and much more…

Phoenixnu on August 9th, 2007 9:12 am
Smriti,thnx ya. Intersting post again.
And thats so true about my n ur kind of films. It was HKA only,few of my freinds hd gone to catch some other film. one of my rommie was also there. they genrally watch the hollywood releases/thriller n comedy kind of stuff. then the realised HKA is also running. one of them called me n asked how is the movie. i said its fucking brilliant. but dont know if u guys wud like it or not. then he asked me..ok rate it out of 10. i said 8. no..9. they decided to check it out. and we still talk about the incident whenever we tak about HKA.

sophocles on August 10th, 2007 5:43 am
Sudhir,

I am one of the corporate type guys who loved your film. To be honest I was very skeptical when I started seeing it but then got hooked since the characters seemed very real…i have seen so many siddharths, geetas and vikrams that i could identify with them. the ending when vikram is battered and ends up as a shadow of what he could have been and as KK leaves…the scene gives me shivers. I actually couldnt sleep for hours….thinking that this could happen to me someday..and it frightened me.

thank you for the movie. it was awesome and brilliant…just….keep it real…

Kapil Varindani on August 10th, 2007 1:37 pm
I am a big fan of HKA and eagerly awaiting for KKC…Really liked Geeta’s part…mainly cuz the way Chitrangdha portrayed it…It is definitely one of the finest performances in recent times…CHITRANGDHA COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Amit T on August 10th, 2007 4:30 pm
I wanted to respond .. the post where you told that being political is not about belonging to a party or shite like that it is about awareness .. I was inspired to speak up.. I give four flying f*** to your hazaaron .. whatever shite that was …maybe an experiment (even cinematically dude it was abso crap i know i dont have a movie for you to shout at but you do)….. but I freaked at Dharaavi… very crude and realistic (KJo is also makin a realistic movie he gotta… Darwin said so).. I also agree when you say that why do things have to be stereotyped and art really sucks these days my balloon walla / flute walla sold more art than I can find at sotehby’s under Indian artists names / I love prem chand’s novels .. just because I do that does not excuse me of criticizing art but I feel I have found better art outside Jehangir than inside.. cheers…

Raaj Pillai on August 11th, 2007 12:53 am
hi sudheer,

all i have to say is that i simply loved HKA…and i kind of could’nt forget Chitragada’s face for a couple of days….she was simply brilliant!!!!……but others were good too….and why has chitrangada gone into hiding?…i think the industry needs actors like her…awaiting ur next.

raaj

Mont on August 11th, 2007 5:19 pm
Hey just saw the trailor of Khoya Khoya. Looks awesome….but felt that the trailer gave away too much…

Amit T on August 11th, 2007 5:31 pm
FYI chitrangadha is no more an actress for the time being…currently she is married to some rich businessman and a golf guy (i think atwal…please kill me if i am wrong…second thoughts even serving tea with pakodas would do)… she was a very good actress … too bad that ‘bhand’ ambitions die to matrimonial harmony

Jyoti Randhawa on August 11th, 2007 10:10 pm
marrying a rich businessman/golfer is the best thing to do in this world.

Indraneel on August 12th, 2007 12:22 am
Hi Sudhir…I observed that you had done the story more as a personal interplay between the three characters with a backdrop of the Delhi Political atmosphere. I also observed that all your stories were and are relationships and its aftermath. Is this a ploy??..to change the milieu and get the protagonists to explore their white - grey - black areas of their minds on celluloid..very Tagorish..I might say!! I think KKC is also treading the same paths…but yet very engrossing!!

anshu pratik on August 12th, 2007 6:12 am
Hi to all,

Well to be honest I dont know who is Sudhir Mishra. I heard quite a lot about the movie, from my friends, and so today, after 4 years from when the movie got released, I watched it finally.

First thing first, I am not a “critic” or someone who knows too much about movies. I watch and judge a movie, based on my perception !!! Fair enough I guess !!!

Here is what I feel about the movie. Sorry if it bores you all (big HKA fans). I have no intention of doing that. I am writing this blog just to express my views about the movie.

Indeed its a well directed movie. I say well directed coz I enjoyed the minute details what the director has tried to portray. For example the bed sheet which resembles those which I find in my native place. Yes, I am from Bihar, and we do have little problems with water leaking as well, which has been captured beautifully in the movie. :)

Even though I loved the movie thoroughly, but I donot quite grasp the ending which has been showed. Well Siddharth compromised with his ideologies and went abroad for his further studies (which I believe means better and a “secure future”), after a long 10 years of struggle in Bihar….. Hmmmmmmmm… okay… I can understand… People do change and so does their ideologies, so I was not “shocked” after seeing such an ending… I understand it and accept it…

Geeta, as mentioned by Mr. Mishra himself, is confused lady, and she chooses to stay in the village and serve the community and decides NOT to go with Siddharth… Awesome…. This shows her inner strength and her decision of staying in Bihar is commendable. So fine ending for Geeta’s character as well.

Now comes Vikram’s character… and here is something which I couldn’t really grasp…. I mean I understand that guys thoughts and his deep and in some sense “passionate and sometime also called as insane” love for Geeta. This guy, even after having a married life, and a good enough life, helped Geeta, whenever she needed his help… Hmmmm….. okay… Understandable… He loves her way way way too much and can do anything for her… And thats why he went to Bihar in the last part of the movie to find Siddharth. But then, why the director has to end his character in such an abrupt way… I mean why he had to end his character in that state… This doesn’t make any sense to me…. If he (the director) was so destined to give a definite end to each character (mind you, this doesn’t happen in real life though), then why he didn’t kill Vikram’s character in the last part… I mean whats the point behind showing an end where audience are forced to see that Geeta is “reconciling” by taking care of him. I mean why was that important… As far as I know, the theme of the movie was NOT to show that Geeta (who got helped by Vikram every now and then) has to repay everything by taking care of him…

See as I said I am NOT a “critic”. May be director has tried to convey some other message by giving such and end, but I am unable to grasp it, and this becomes the cause of the existence of this blog…

I believe that every movie should follow a continuous curve, from the beginning till the end… Well thats my perception… You may or may not agree with it… Fine… But I am confused that even after following a smooth curve in the entire movie why the director took such a sudden jump to end Vikram’s character, in the way it has ended…

This doesn’t gell well with the movie…

I dont know if you agree with me or not, infact I dont care, but then in the end all I can say that if I would have directed this movie then I wouldn’t have given such an ending !!!

Thats all… It would be great of you all if you can throw some light on this !!!

Choice is yours !!!!

Thanks for your time and patience !!!

Anshu

Ajay Joy on August 12th, 2007 10:30 am
Yes, indeed this film is all about contradictions. About an era of contradiction, about contradictory people and even about conflicts and metamorphosis with in a human mind. As Suhdheer well pointed out about the film being non judgenmental, this film is only about capturing a mood of a decade. I have said this earlier also, that this film brought into my eyes the lives of my imaginary brothers of 70s. Being born after 80 s I feel missing the passion and ideology pulls (Whether it misleads or not),dragged always into the mediocrity of easy cash. This film excited me into recreating a mood although ephemeral. The film depicts a powerful woman of substance, who survives the usual travesty. She is the only one still left behind on the earth feeling the change that can happen once in a millennium. Rest of them had fled the scene to the havens of dementia!
I can really comprehend the character of Bikram, one can sacrifice anything to trace once love wherever or whenever he is. How else we can explain the Love in time of Cholera. But here character runs mad after the lost love with out waiting for the natural expiration of social norms. The state of desperate Siddharth sinks into is also understandable. It was in my state where Naxal radicals committed suicide or left for escapisms of spirituality. I remember how I read one Naxal sympathizer Subramanya Das committed suicide writing down ‘ We are a failed generation, destined only for failure! ‘
I can grasp it reading along with the painful stories of tortured Comrades in detention asking everyone with all hope ‘Hows revolution outside this world’. The same time it was waning down. Many people lost the reason for life even.
This film was really a refreshing lesson for me into the mood of those ‘romantic’ era! Also well about the tale of ’true love’ not the oft repeated ready mix ‘love’

Aditi Todi on August 16th, 2007 5:18 am
Sudhir,

Every time I read something you have said, I notice something new, something I have not noticed before about Hazaaron. Most of us tend to talk about how special each of the characters in the film was, or how much we would like to be like Geeta, and how much the men would all love to be with a Geeta, despite her obvious flaws. But I noticed today that we have been wrong all along, the characters are indeed not special at all, they are some very ordinary people with some very ordinary tales. Every woman has a Geeta in her, and most of us have even displayed the same grey shades at some or the other point in our lives. It’s just that we do not acknowledge it, we would like to believe that Geeta is fictitious because allowing her to reside in ourselves threatens the comfort zone we live in, the zone where we proclaim ourselves to be clean of grey, especially when cornered with sexual fidelity. I think there are two things Hazaron does, one is that it unfolds a tale beautifully told, from the very first shot when Shubha renders Hazaron at the precise moment a head is chopped off, to the last moment when Geeta and Vikram are with each other. The second more important thing the film does is that it makes you uncomfortable in your own skin as you start to recognise how much grey you have in you, how many dreams you dared to dream and then beheaded them all, how many hearts you captured and then broke them all, how much you thought you achieved in life only to realize one day, that you didn’t want it at all. If anyone is still reading this, I can only say two words, thank you.

g@u on August 22nd, 2007 4:43 am
hie Sudhir,
I guess the best thing you did was to cast 2 hotties like Chitragandha & Shiney. Hence lots of ppl ended up watching Hazaaron which they otherwise wudnt have.. But I am so sure they loved it.. :) just like me.

Phoenixnu on August 22nd, 2007 4:59 am
g@u…then sins n kal also should have worked. isn’t it ? no doubt they are damn good in the film but then u cant take away the credit of the filmaker n other guys assocaited with the film by only acknowldging shiney n chitrangda. ur comment made me laugh…its strange!!

ritesh on September 1st, 2007 12:48 am
Hello Mishra Saab,i saw ur HKA recently and hv enjoyed it.though it failed to invoke any nostalgia in me as i was born in 1974, i have my own interpretation of this muvee.i liked geeta. she reminded me of the classical heroine of 60’s who has the classical dilemna..of whom to choose. Of course, females deserve this right(of choosing partners)as their contribution in marital relationship is much more than that of their partners. Geeta’s dilemna is the storyline of this muvee(except the end that is too dramatic). Yes this geeta is smarter than the old seetas and geetas. Males in HKA are classical males, full of energy and passion(and they all die for the same lady)i will write more when i see it again.A slow learner, i have to see a muvee twice.

Rahma Muhammad on September 7th, 2007 4:55 am
Just came across the movie on star plus for the first time while flipping channels. needless to say I was amazed. Unfortunately, Im not very familiar with alternative indian cinema. after reading indian authors write about Emergency or write within those times, i did wonder why a film maker hasnt worked on a movie set under the emergency.
Im very impressed with the ease with which HKA moves from questioning ideologies, the madness of Emergency and the selfishness of love. perfect casting, beautifully shot, very tight screenplay. I have seen Chameli and now will make it a point to watch other movies by you. you do a very good job of showing the reality and pain of south asia and how we oscillate between moving away from it and yet falling right back in bc at the end of the day we really cant avoid it.

Rajeev on September 10th, 2007 5:57 am
Sudhir,

I really liked Hazaron Khwaishe Aisi…I think this is fantastic movie and looking forward to KKC.

Rajeev

shailee on September 17th, 2007 7:35 am
hello sir,

hazaroon khwahishen aisi…!!!!
have watched the film again and again .. to a point where i can now tell you each and every dialogue, every camera angle, every costume,,,, everything..i remember ,, i was so much in awe of the film that each night i would sit on net to search any minute detail that i could about the film ..
for me the film has been like a revolution in my mind, sudden enlightenment .. about my passion for cinema and that’s when i finally knew what i wanted.. and i am not writing all this bcoz the director of the film is gonna read it but bcoz i genuinely mean it..

HKA..when the film starts and something scrolls dowm the screen… and that very moment i thought something very unusual is instore..

the various letters which we come across at various times in the film were so crucial and wisely woven that they would convey the most important things with so much ease.. how instantly we come to know what vikram feels about geeta when he says”first things first, i still love you…” or how we so early in the film can understand that vikram is a highly ambitious son of a gandhian father..” had he worried about our problems we wouldnt have stuck to the lower end of the great middle class”..similarly the political condition is also explained. both by vikram and siddrarth, the only difference being - point of view.
siddharth is out there to change the world..(with out knowing how and why and to what ). how those illiterate people in the mob react to ‘hitler’ may sound hillarious at that very moment,, but with so much pain we have to accept that this is a fact.
i very much agree with all those who have said that these are very real characters.. siddharth, young , rich, over AMBITIOUS, confused, out there to change the world.on the contrary, vikram, practical, AMBITIOUS, out there to change HIS world.
so far i havent spoken about geeta at all…
geeta the third end of this triangle.madly in love with siddharth. she again is a very ambitious woman but like most women in this country, gives more importance to the man…siddharth. a very strong character, level headed and grey (like all other characters). not that she didnt believe in the ideology or didnt wish to change the world.. but it was just that she knew that change is a relevant term and a process. she was determined to do so, initially because of siddharth but even after he lost hope she continued her struggle. this time very selflessly because she had probably realized a few things… one, like what she owes to vikram ,and how she wants to change the world now..

having spoken enough about the characters,, the more important thing that i would like to talk about is the beautiful moments in the film.. the best being vikram’s encounter with the policemen .
and suddenly i realize this is getting tooooo long for a comment.. i can go on and on ,,, for this film is so close to heart..
sir would like to talk to you about it in person someday,, for it would onli be then that i would successfully be able to convey the impact this film has on me…….

Abhinav on October 4th, 2007 12:50 am
I was in love with ghalib’s ghazal…..and was even more thrilled when i saw the ghazal take form in the movie….kudos sudhir

Kartikeya on October 13th, 2007 3:27 am
HKA was nicely written and paced. Dharavi was a bit pretentious for me, but what do I know. Perhaps you could attribute it to a Joyce’esque Potrait of the Artist as a Young Man type development. Just don’t sell out man.
Keep up the good work.

Dil Pe Mat Le Yaar! - A bittersweet life PART I

Posted by: Hansal Mehta
Posted on: December 30, 2006 at 12:06 PM


I hate the past. But I still cannot help looking back. Dil Pe Mat Le Yaar is perhaps the most bittersweet experience of my life. A film whose highs and lows began way before it even started.

Sometime in August 1997 music baron Gulshan Kumar was brutally killed by unidentified assailants. There were many unsuccessful attempts on film personalities before this and it was a fearful time. Dreaded gangsters and ‘eminent’ film personalities were named in many conspiracy theories that followed this shocking murder. But who were the guys that finally pulled the trigger? What were their compulsions? What was their motive? These questions kept plaguing me as I tried to visualize the murder.

I think of myself as a voyeur pretending to be a film-maker. I love making films about internal conflict arising out of shocking tales that one reads in newspapers. I love all the agony aunt columns because they discuss issues related to human inadequacy and give you a peek into private worlds. So coming back to ‘Dil Pe…’, I was intrigued by the idea of making a film about the man who actually pulled the trigger on Gulshan Kumar. I wanted to be there on the scene of the crime to see his face. I wanted to see the killer and his victim before that defining moment. The idea for ‘Dil Pe…’ began to take shape.

My killer would be an ordinary migrant in the city of Mumbai. I wanted him to be a casual textile mill worker (casual – daily wages worker). I wanted my character, that of the voyeur, to be this workers best friend. I wanted him to be a marriage videographer (this was a term used for people who covered marriages, I don’t know if the term still exists). Not many people are aware that before I began my journey in television and films I used to shoot marriages. And before shooting marriages I worked in a textile mill! My story was about Mumbai – a city where for every fulfilled dream there are a few thousand shattered dreams. My story was about one such shattered dream and about the extent of internal destruction it could cause to people who seemed most innocent. My story was about desperation leading to people finding opportunity in the midst of maximum adversity. The idea was taking shape in my mind. But I was still making my first film ‘Jayate…’ then. The idea was too radical and I had no hopes of finding a producer to back this thought. But the idea kept troubling me. Everyday a new thought kept cropping up. A story was taking shape.

I shared my idea with two of my closest friends and associates then - Manoj Bajpai and Anurag Kashyap. If I remember correctly ‘Satya…’ was being shot then. We had very little idea about what life had in store for us. A fledgling director, a passionate writer and a struggling actor.  We got drunk that night. I gave Manoj and Anurag a handsome signing amount of One Rupee. We decided that we would make this film. And we continued drinking…

I made ‘Jayate…’. It never got released. ‘Satya’ was successful. Manoj Bajpai aka Bhiku Mhatre became a star overnight. Anurag Kashyap became a celebrated writer. He was also ready with a script that he wanted to direct. I think it was called ‘Mirage’. It was later rechristened ‘Paanch’. I had an unreleased film and was back to doing television. I guess all of us drifted apart then, charting our own respective destinies. ‘Dil pe…’ was put on the back-burner. No money, no career, nobody to back the story and the director…

I was shooting for a short story called ‘Ae Mote’ for a slot called ‘Rishtey’ on Zee TV. As the title suggests it was about a fat man. It was a fat man’s love story. Saurabh Shukla was playing the main protagonist. Television budgets were extremely restrictive and schedules were very demanding. I had to complete the 45 minute story in 3 days. The last day of the shoot was crazy. I had around 25 minutes of the story left to complete. It was going to be a long, extended shift. We began at 7 am and the shoot lasted around 30 hours. At 10.30 pm we were exhausted. Saurabh was trying to kick the smoking habit. He had been successful until then. An exhausted Saurabh asked me for a cigarette and sat down with me. He was going through a depression because of some confusion over a story that he had written for Ramgopal Verma. I think the film was ‘Kaun’. What seems trivial today was a big issue then. I am digressing again. Back to ‘Dil pe..’.

I think a director’s job is mostly about managing creative talent. Film-making is more about handling varied temperaments, assuaging anger, managing frustration and motivating people in the face of extreme adversity. Film-making is about making talented, disparate individuals focus on a singular vision. To keep Saurabh awake I decided to take his attention away from the impending schedule and exhaustion. I sat him down and narrated my story to him. Suddenly, he was awake. I had pressed the right buttons. He offered to write the film – FREE. The only condition was that he would play the marriage videographer. ‘Dil pe…’ was back in my life. We finished the shoot and kept meeting over the script.

Saurabh’s take on the story was fascinating. He saw it as an ‘end of innocence’ story. He saw it as a film about the city taking its toll on an innocent migrant. Gradually, the characters of Ram Saran Pandey - the garage mechanic, my protagonist and Gaitonde, his videographer friend were born. A brilliant character that Saurabh created was Tito, a loud, good-for-nothing ‘Dubai-return’ wannabe.  As the screenplay and many other memorable characters took shape we realized that we still did not have a producer for the film. The screenplay was funny, very dark and dealt with characters that were always bundled in contradictions.

We were still dreaming, but in vain… Saurabh spoke to a friend who agreed to back the film. The budget of the film was Rs. 20 lakhs (US$50,000). We were going to shoot the film on 16mm. The producer’s only condition was that Manoj Bajpai should play Ram Saran.

After much hesitation and awkwardness, my worst fears came true. Manoj refused the film. He wanted to be part of a much bigger film. He wanted to support me but in a bigger endeavor. In despair I approached the very gifted and under-rated Aditya Srivastava for Manoj’s role. Aditya agreed. The producer backed out. By then I was hell-bent on making this film. I was tired of television. I was desperate to hear the whirring sound of a film camera. I was desperate to make a film. I was desperate to make ‘Dil pe…’ . And the only way to make it was to produce it myself…

An entire book can be dedicated to all the people who came together to realize ‘Dil pe mat le yaar!’.  My co-producers Anish Ranjan and Ajay Tuli. They believed in my dream. They never let me worry about the constant lack of funds. We lived the agony and ecstasy of this film together. We had many fights, many arguments but ultimately we were driven by the desire to make a great film. We disagreed on a regular basis and had completely dysfunctional personal lives while making this film. My assistant director Kanika. Her father had sent her money from Muscat to book an apartment in Mumbai. That money helped us shoot the first schedule of the film.

Tabu and I met over another script that I wanted to make with her. That script never got made into a film. But I found a friend in Tabu. We became internet pals. She accepted the role without even asking for the script or her role. I narrated the script to her in half an hour. The great thing about this wonderful actor is that she approached her character without being judgmental about it. It was easy to call her character a bitch. She just played Kaamya. She is a special actor and a very special person. Hers was perhaps the most under-rated performance in the film.

Aditya Srivastava showed no disappointment when I told him that Manoj would be doing the role offered to him. He accepted the role of Tito for a pittance. He even contributed money towards making the film. I think Tito is one of Indian cinema’s most memorable characters. It was a great performance by a very magnanimous actor.

Saurabh Shukla was admitted to hospital while we were writing the script. He went through the entire pain of making this film with me. He was a stranger to me before the film. I found a brother while making the film. Thank you Saurabh. Without you ‘Dil pe…’ would have been another unrealized dream gathering dust in my store-room.

This film cost me my friendship with Manoj Bajpai. But I guess passion has its price. We react to situations at the heat of the moment and lose sight of ourselves in the process. Our personal situation, however, cannot detract from Manoj’s contribution to the film. His performance was faulted by many but I rate it very highly. It was earnest, energetic and straight from the heart. It was a difficult character that only an actor of Manoj’s caliber could pull off.

I could go on and on and on… Vishal Bhardwaj for his eclectic and very original music, Abbas Tyrewala for being more than just a lyrics writer, Anurag Kashyap for encouraging us through the film despite not being a part of it, Divya Jagdale for surprising us with her spirited performance as Gayatri, Remo the choreographer who made his debut with the film, Asha Bhonsle who sang the title track with such energy, all the very talented actors who played bit parts in the film just to be part of it. There are many people to thank and many people to condemn. But that is not the point.

The protagonist of the film begins with a journey that is soaked in fantasy. Ram Saran’s world is invaded by the beautiful Kaamya (Tabu). He believes that this ambitious and beautiful page 3 journalist actually loves him. Such is his innocence. Little does he realize that he is just an interesting story for her. His world of fantasy soon leads to despair. Then to desperation. Gaitonde, the videographer is a loyal friend with an unhappy marriage and a terrible bank balance. The only assets he has are a run-down, red scooter and an even more run-down video camera. As Ram Saran’s world spirals into a desperate realm Gaitonde changes. Loyalty is replaced by opportunism. Opportunity leads to betrayal. Little does he know that he is in turn being betrayed by his guest Tito and his wife Gayatri. There were multiple layers of betrayal and desperation in the world we had created.

I wanted the film to look ‘dirty’. I wanted the images to look carelessly framed and the camera movement to be minimal. As the lives of my characters reached various levels of despair I wanted the film to lose color. My cinematographer Sanjay Kapoor understood this need. We used a process called Bleach Bypass that involves retention of silver on the film negative after processing. I could get into a major technical exposition on this process. I would rather dwell on the end result. We used various levels of silver retention with grudging help from the laboratory (Adlabs, Mumbai) to gradually de-saturate the colors through the film. As the film progresses we have almost monochromatic hues, highly burnt out skies and very dark shadows. Today, it is possible to achieve all this using digital technology though I still feel that digital technology cannot replace the amorphous nature of film. Unfortunately, the DVD transfer of the film does not reproduce our technical innovation faithfully. I wish more people had seen the film at the movie halls.

I realize that I have written much more on this post than I intended to write. But there is a lot more to share.  Maybe on the next post.  If all of you have the patience to read on…

_____________________________________________________________________________

53 Responses to “Dil Pe Mat Le Yaar! - A bittersweet life PART I”

Chaitanya Tamhane on December 30th, 2006 12:54 pm
HM, according to me ‘Dil Pe Mat Le Yaar’ till date remains your most original, realistic and honest piece of work. It was a little gem which came out at a time when such films were rare. And Boss, I loved ‘Ae Mote’ ! I still remember the episode clearly.

sangeeta on December 30th, 2006 1:18 pm
HM,

‘Dil Pe Mat Le Yaar’ was a very honest movie and you put a lot of trust in many new artists. I liked Manoj in this movie, he seemed very convincing in all aspects of his character.

hansal mehta on December 30th, 2006 1:24 pm
dil pe… remains very special. i just feel it came a bit too early. wish there were more multiplexes for this film. also our favorite khalid mohd was extremely unkind to the film as were his other contemporaries. my honesty and passion finally drove me to despair like my protagonist. i hope that some day i could relive the honesty and abandon with which i made this film… i’m glad you people still remember the film… gives me hope…

Honhaar Goonda on December 30th, 2006 1:42 pm
Let’s hope that you will be signing “Chal Padi Chal Padi” sooner than later ;)

I have yet to see “Dil Pe Mat Le Yaar”. I have been meaning to watch it, but… anyway, i do love the music of “Dil Pe Mat Le Yaar”

striker on December 30th, 2006 4:04 pm
hansal, have yet to watch “dil pe..” but if i loved chhal as much as i did, i’m sure i’ll like DPMLY too.. looking fwd to it. can you elaborate on your short film in ‘dus kahaniyan’?

hansal mehta on December 30th, 2006 4:23 pm
hi striker,

its not very surprising that many of you havent seen DPMLY! you must… i’m sure you’ll get it at a neighborhood dvd rental. according to me DPMLY is far superior to ‘Chhal’!

about ‘dus kahaniyaan’ i’m unfortunately bound by a confidentiality clause in my contract. cant elaborate. sorry! all i can say is that its a great experiment and i’ve had great fun making the short film.

steve on December 30th, 2006 6:05 pm
Hi Hansal..
I did watch it quite a while back.

I remember i was quite intrigued too, as i believe you approached Juhi Chawla for the role which later went to Tabu henna??

I actually wanted to see more darker shades in Tabu’s character, but i guess you wanted to keep her role realistic…

Do remember thinking, ”this is diferent”, but it has been a while and i may need to get back to it!!

Music, esp title song was well cool.
Asha Bhonsle did full justice to it man!

hansal mehta on December 30th, 2006 6:21 pm
hi steve,

yes, i did approach juhi chawla. but that was more because of a misunderstanding with tabu about her dates than anything else. fortunately it all worked out for the better. juhi couldn’t get a handle on the character and tabu was back!

i did not want tabu to portray darker shades. she was just a ‘circumstantial’ bitch… people do things that they believe are right. they never do them with the intention of being dark or evil. its our perception that makes their deeds so. i wanted her to just play her character and do the scenes with total honesty. easier said than done! she did it!

hope this post helps all you guys to revisit DPMLY!

steve on December 30th, 2006 6:26 pm
Oh..ok.
See Hansal, we do still remember your film!!

But whilst on Tabu, can i ask you if you’ve seen ‘Meenaxi’??

Yes I know this has nothing to do with your post, but as you have worked with her, were you surprised by her look in the film??

You see, i always felt that aswell as being a fab actress, that she is also very beautiful, but no one seems to highlight that.

Anyway, hope you get to see ‘Meenaxi’ if you haven’t done already…

tushar on December 30th, 2006 7:10 pm
Hi Hansal
Glad that you wrote this. I been waiting for you to speak about Dil Pe Mat Le Yaar. There is no end to where I can begin end or wax eloquent about the film and the moments and the associated imagery it has created. I would not call it a great film, but there is something about it that refuses to leave. May be its the first Hollywood style poster I saw with a wide frame and small titles occupying the bottom space, or the first trailor….amma babuji ko pranaam, hum theek hain….as you say the ’spoiling’ or the ‘end’ of innocence, Manoj Bajpai’s transformations, his slow transition away from his roots-both figuratively and connotatively, his gruntings and subtle dejection of the ways of the city, the sequence where a dejected saurabh and bajpai are standing while their 2 penny scooter gets quitely ‘towed’ away, the hilarious film producer, mahesh bhatt in his only tolerable act ever on screen, the black humour where the guy accompanies saurabh for the money towards the end(one almost feels the same hunger for money while watching the sequence), like you, i could go on tooo….
thats the magic of films, and their timelessness, and their universal ownership-very subjective and conflictive :)

i wanna revisit chhal and DPMLY now, they remind me of a bombay i never saw.

looking forward to dus kahaniyan.

Baarishh on December 30th, 2006 8:25 pm
HM, nice post… DPMLY sounds intersting.. i’m sure gonna try to watch it soon.. also looking forward to dus kahaniyan…

vasanbala on December 30th, 2006 8:58 pm
Dil pe mat…..I personally thought was awesome. though a very grim stark subject the tone was maintained very well….saurabh’s scooter and whenever it’s taken away when they are sitting with their backs to the camera…or manoj writing the letter……that amma voiceover…

i liked the way things change in minutes. I did not feel saurabh was an asshole when he thinks of using that video footage of manoj shooting the guy…or divya having an affair with aditya…even that was great….all chars. had more than 3 dimensions to them…they were friends…not bad people but made some choices….

Jwalant on December 30th, 2006 9:33 pm
Hi Hansal,
DPMLY although awesome and should have been a hit, I felt few points went against it.

- The promos showed mostly romatic (rain) song of Tabu and Manoj. People felt it was a light romantic comedy.
- Please never never have Vajpayee in romantic roles. He just doesn’t have persona to pull it off. He is best suited for character roles.

Whats up with Manoj? He seems to be taking panga with all directors that he can best work with. Ramu, you and Anurag…

premal on December 30th, 2006 10:07 pm
hey Hansal,

can u furnish details of your film Raakh. Seems quite interesting…don shaun aur sab family business.

cheers,

premal

striker on December 30th, 2006 10:26 pm
cool hansal, thx for the info on dus kahaniyan.. looking fwd to it nevertheless as i love short films!

george thomas on December 30th, 2006 11:46 pm
Great notes, Hansal. Let’s not forget your cameo shall we? :) Could you also add something about how Mahesh Bhatt came to toss in the cameo as himself?

This is another film (the other one was CHHAL) I’ve never tired of recommending to people. It retains the Bollywood trappings of songs and yet gives us such fascinating characters as Ram Saran (a truly wonderful performance; it’s a pity that it “cost you a friendship”), the morally challenged Gaitonde (a marriage videographer … simply brilliant) and Tito (I agree whole-heartedly … a truly amazing creation).

I also loved the musical bookends that Hariharan’s “swaagatam” and Sanjeev Abhyankar’s rendition of “leyii jaa re badaraa” in Raag Hansadhwani (both arranged in a similar fashion) offered; and “dil kii koTharii me.n jo ruu_ii kaa puli.ndaa hai dhiimii aa.Nch sulagii hai us me.n” was interesting, to say the least :)>-

That note on the Bleach Bypass was very interesting … I wonder if we’ll ever see a DVD that does justice to the intent of the process …

I’ll filch something I’d written in a short blog post after my first viewing: Kenneth Turan, when reviewing THE STUNT MAN observed: “Is this a comedy or a tragedy, a dark picture with touches of wit or a witty film with overtones of darkness? Until the closing sequences, it is beguilingly hard to say”. That, in essence, can sum up an apt reaction to this film.

george thomas on December 31st, 2006 7:20 am
“I was intrigued by the idea of making a film about the man who actually pulled the trigger on Gulshan Kumar. I wanted to be there on the scene of the crime to see his face. I wanted to see the killer and his victim before that defining moment.”

This is very interesting. In an interview, Ram Gopal Varma said something on similar lines when he was discussing SATYA. While his film explored the broader canvas of the underworld of the city of Bombay, your film looked at the city through a single protagonist and explored the evolution of a single character. Fascinating!

hansal mehta on December 31st, 2006 8:22 am
ramu hated DPMLY! he told me that it took the film 11 reels to do what SATYA did in the first reel!

george thomas on December 31st, 2006 3:19 pm
“ramu hated DPMLY! he told me that it took the film 11 reels to do what SATYA did in the first reel!”

Well, they ended up being two different films that set out to explore different sets of ideas, so a comparison wouldn’t really be fair … :d

sophocles on January 1st, 2007 12:23 am
Hi Hansal,

I think that DPMLY was brilliant Period. I loved the way the characters were etched out. Especially saurabh shukla and manoj bajpai. An you are right about tito - he is a memorable character.
My fav scene- is when the go to shoot the porn film and manoj starts interfering!
Saurabh shukla was absolutely brilliant in the film - his expressions of despair, hopelessness, irritation and desperation were par excellence.

The ending - maybe i have a sore point there - showing manoj to be a don in dubai with the complete works - i felt it far fetched….
and the mahesh bhatt sequence….too loud.

but, it doesnt take away anything from an otherwise awesome film.

Aarkayne on January 1st, 2007 12:48 am
HM - I did not quite dig DPMLY though my brother, a struggling film maker himself, did. But I loved CHHAL(and my bro did not) though I believe it had many shades of DONNIE BRASCO(not seen yet) or perhaps INFERNAL AFFAIRS(loved it many times over THE DEPARTED). I thought that was a movie that was done very well and for the first time I liked Viju Shah’s music in it. I still cannot get an original CD or tape of the CHHAL music. You should tell the Zee Music guys to reissue it !!!!

All the best with your future endeavours though after reading so much discussion about DPMLY I will surely re-visit!

manjeet singh on January 1st, 2007 2:31 am
Its a joy to read a ‘Dile se’ experience of a passionate film maker! It makes one wonder that other than the craft of film making a film maker needs to pocess ability to gather resources for making a film. Getting stars is one of the biggest headache.The selling of film is another painfull process I guess.

Vipin on January 1st, 2007 11:41 am
Hi Hansal,

Great to know about the things that I have missed out on in the last 15 years. Saurabh is a dear friend. I knew Manoj in Delhi during my NSD days but have lost touch with him. Looking forward to read more of your posts here. My film with Aamir is going wonderfully. It is great to be back in India and back to acting after a long gap.

Vipin

kartik krishnan on January 2nd, 2007 12:44 am
Wow hansal …. great of u to have u talk about the making of dil pe mat ley …. thanks for the trip down the memory lane ….

if possible .. do an encore for Chall too ….

One thing that i’ve noticed is that in both ur films Chall, and Dil pe … (Im discounting yeh kya ho raha hai) .. the ending is rather kool. I loved both the endings of Dil pe (Manoj becoming a don and killing saurabh shukla)… yeah loss of innocence !!! and Chall (an aging KK cop delegating the task which he had carried out few years ago to the new cop makarand …and mak posing the same Q which KK had asked during his time)

phoenixnu on January 2nd, 2007 3:28 am
“I hate the past.”
Hansal, but I loved it. Remember everything about the film…loved the film. Sourabh Shukla was damn good in it…have always felt he is too good.

Was in college that time, DPMLY became a catch phrase for many of us…had similar dialogue in Hyderbad Blues also…DPMLY…haath pe le. Clicked big time in my college hostel. Also, remember clearly about the Manoj Bajpayee promo…Ma-bauji ko hamara pranaam. Watching the film who can guess that it has so many stories behind it also. Waiting eagerly for Part 2 and many other parts…..plz do continue.

AP on January 2nd, 2007 11:41 am
Hi Hansal,
I love that movie so much that some of the scenes are in the list of my all time fav. scenes. …. like .. when Ram Saran saw Tabu in the bed with someone ….. and his lines goes like ….”Dhokha ho gaya bhai ..dhokha .” It was so real and innocent…the whole frame swaps my memory while writing this. One of the other scene is the ending of movie where Ram saran lits his cigar …… the transition shown there is damn brutal but again there was an honesty … this time shown by the script writer.
I dont know the cost-benefit analysis of DPMLY .. but i can assure you that all my friends had enjoyed it and it was a success in my college campus. And i dont care reviews …. as i think u do too …. so why a “grudge” when someone writes something SOMEWHERE …. As the name of ur film suggests….
“Dil Pe Mat Le yaar …. mar jayega”
and pz do continue ..

shitij on January 2nd, 2007 2:25 pm
Hi Hansal,

U wouldnt beleive me but I have watched DPMLY around 7-8 times…just wanted to share the very reason/best scenes of my watching the movie -

1. When Manoj see’s Tabu having sex with the guy (who works in her office)…thats not a regular hindi cinema scene…the way Manoj starts crying after falling from the pole is both saddening and amusing.

2.Saurabh Shukla’s role…I mean he is the most orignal character I have ever seen…thats how friends are generally…he was shrude,cunning,sharp,mean,manipulating…yet he had a good side…that was creative.

3.The scene where they fox Manoj to get a car…just cause they want to shoot a blue film…and when Manoj finds out the truth…

4.The scene where Aditya Srivastava holds Saurab Shukla’s wife (Divya Jagdale) and confesses his lust for her (atleast I see it that way).

5.When Manoj Kills the business man and goes to Saurabh’s house - that I feel is the best part of the film…what goes after that…Saurabh’s hiding of the tape from Manoj…Manoj killing one guy after another…Saurabh explaining Manoj to kill the guy standing outside as he has money..the climax is just awesome.

7.Manoj’s shivering act in the climax…GREAT…you actually feel the fear,Guilt.

6. When Manoj finds out Saurabh was lying to him and he has actually taped his killing…but he has no option but to get along with Saurabh.

7. Killing of Saurabh Shukla…the way Bajpai has his last conversation with Shukla.

I wanted to have Tabu’s take on Manoj in the end.

hansal mehta on January 3rd, 2007 10:50 pm
i’m really glad to see that all of you enjoyed this film so much… more than that it makes me feel great that you remember the film so vividly after 6 years! it was a labor of love… and it remains that… whatever the criticism it was passionate work… it makes me feel rejuvenated again - to take on the challenges that present themselves in todays new exciting environment!

randramble on January 3rd, 2007 11:15 pm
Hansal, you continue to provide great insights. Guys like you and AK rock on PFC!

Have to catch your movies soon…

Push on January 4th, 2007 12:48 am
hansal…. although movie was fairly treated and neatly directed… i cud not understand why everyone turned bad in the 2nd half…including tabu ..saurabh shukla….first half was more like the showcase of good sides of humanbeing…

honey on January 5th, 2007 6:25 am
hi hansal,
great to read about ur experience…i’hv seen dpmly twice…i loved the film exept the ending…manoj,divya saurabh,aditya everybody was rocking even vishal,abbas & anurag…i think u had a great team..dpmly was a kind of film,u can call a truely director’s baby…GREAT, but im really feeling SAD after reading this article,u didn’t mention even once the name of another talent called PIYUSH MISHRA…who also has something to do with dpmly…just becoz the trend is to talk about big names or something else?..industry has only few original talent,doing such things with them..i guess is really sad…there r hell lots of people who r just suffering bcoz they never got their dues even the right credit..[including ‘anurag’ wrongly creadited in water.]sir..where r we going?

hansal mehta on January 5th, 2007 10:34 am
hi honey,

piyushbhai was purely an oversight! and frankly, the song that he wrote for DPMLY does very little justice to his great talent. i am a huge admirer of piyushbhai’s work as a writer. i think his work will be held in very high esteem alongside some of the biggest names in indian cinema.

i regret that my oversight evoked such a response from you.

regards, hansal

honey on January 5th, 2007 12:14 pm
Hi hansal,
thanks for ur reply..
i heartily appreciate ur concern about creativity & towards a creatives like mr. piyush mishra…i do like his work as a writer n ofcourse some of his compositions r also great..anyway…hope u r doing great n enjoing urself.
best wishes for dus kahaniyan & woodstock willa,
regards,
honey.

vishalag@mail.com on January 12th, 2007 8:06 am
hansal ji

haven’t seen any of ur othr films, saving ykhrh, which i liked immensely.
my questions are reg oye mote, i was a school goer at that time,
i remember saurabh, but who was the girl?

virag on February 1st, 2007 8:36 am
Bro I love you

Bharathi on February 7th, 2007 11:03 am
Amazing movie. Manoj Bajpai was fantastic in it. He has amazing talent. Pity his choices these days arent good at all……Hope to see him again soon. loved him in road too.

Tony Khera on February 7th, 2007 4:01 pm
Hansal-bhai

I’ve seen DPMLY and I’ve seen Chhal. I liked both for their raw energy. I must say I preferred Chhal, found it more involving. The tension between Kay Kay and Prashant was electric. It was my first exposure to Kay Kay and it was evident at the time he was a powerhouse performer, and that you were a different kind of director.

Whats happening with Raakh? I believe you’ve written it as well..is Sohail producing it?

Looking forward to Woodstock Villa..looks great..how would you rate the potential of Sikander Kher?

mainak on February 13th, 2007 4:05 am
I cant believe i’m doing this at 3:20 in the night when i have to be at work at MOVIOLA at 8 in the morning…my GF cant sleep & is reading Shantaram.

Anyways
lets go back a few years…
When DPMLY was released i was a big fan of Manoj Bajpai after saw him in SATYA & was drifting towards filmmaking from engg. I was passionate about not spending money on SRK & fluff movies but made it a point to go to theaters & watch anything that seemed remotely honest & progressive.

So i went to a late show in market in Bangalore dragging my friend with me(i dragged so many people to movies that had no idea about)
I was writing film reviews in this website called apnaguide.com that time. Those were the DOT COM boom time & i was doing engg in Bangalore.
I loved the movie. I think it was one of the best performances by Saurabh & Manoj. A very good love making scene too…

So Hansal read the review somehow & he wrote to me thanking me how glad he was to read it. I was thrilled….cut to 2 years later. I’m done with my engg & i’m outside Dadar station with dreams in my eyes & arrogance in my mind(i’m the shit) with no clue of how to get into this industry.

cut to 3 weeks later. I get Hansal’s number somehow & call him & get him on phone too. I try to remind him of my review on apnaguide & he thinks i’m another journo trying to get his interview. He immediately asks me to call this other number later. I tried once to be told he wasnt home or something. I never tried again. He was making Chal that time. I saw that too in Bandra. Liked KK in it. Prashant was ok. There was too much hype about him in papers.

Now i live in LA. I have a DVD of CHAL at home. How? The Art Director of CHAL is my friend now. He was in LA working at Paramount & some other places . he hund out at my house 24/7.

Life is amazing sometimes if one looks at the things u miss by chance & things we get.

I thought Hansal would like to read this.

cheers

hansal mehta on February 13th, 2007 7:30 am
hi mainak,

i still remember your review! and want to apologize if you felt that i’d ignored your phone call… well its rare for a film-maker to ignore a journo’s call in any case! just that i must’ve been pre-occupied or as is the case very often must’ve been going through a depression… in any case thanks for the response… and i guess my gesture has taken you to greener pastures! keep wrtiting… cheers, hansal

mainak on February 16th, 2007 12:36 pm
I like what you said
“i guess my gesture has taken you to greener pastures! keep wrtiting”

Hansal No Apologies required. I was not complaining. I was just narrating what i thought might be interesting to you. Even that day after you hung up the phone on me i wasnt pissed or depressed. I understand how many people bother directors everyday for work & other stuff. I was actually calling you to work as an AD for CHAL. Not to interview you. BTW do u remember ANSHUL JAIN?
Loved the way you start CHAL in a theater with a screening of DPMLY.

Saswati on February 26th, 2007 10:46 am
Hi Hansal,

Stumbled on this blog by accident and found your post on DPMLY. I was a journalist at Asian Age when the film was released and remember finding the movie fresh and different. My review was probably one of the few positive reviews that the movie received from Bombay dailies. I still think that DPMLY is much better than some of the “blockbusters” that Bollywood churns out every year.

I also remember covering the unnecessary fracas in Koli Wada and it infuriated me no end that political groups used the film to garner brownie points in their constituencies.

manan singh katohora on February 28th, 2007 4:51 am
big fan of ur work - chhal, yeh kya ho raha hai etc

i am an indie south asian filmmaker in NY
http://www.imdb.com/name/nm1355459/
u r a great inspiration

regards

JMD - Manan Katohora

[admin note : to avoid being banned from PFC please avoid advertising your business sites]

Kaushik on April 4th, 2007 8:16 am
Dear Hansal,

Hope you are fine & doing well, I asked you some time back about your film “Raakh”, when it is going to be relese? Its been long time, and how was your experince with Mithun Chakraborty? Waiting for your reply.

Kind Regards,
Kaushik

D Bads on April 13th, 2007 9:03 am
I still remember watching Dil Pe MAt Le Yaar in a movie hall. There were some 12 people in a hall in matunga. Most of them were in couples sitting in corner seats least bit bothered about the movie. Expectations had been almost nil. As the movie started with the song SWAGATAM i felt i was invited byt the director to come into his world and forget about everything else. one of the best starts in the history of bollywood. Showing the different faces of Mumbai. That song won the battle. And thewar is eventually won when RAm SAran PAndey was shown in a island country driving a car. not a great film. But folms are never great. They are art. and i feel art can never be great. Its just art.

John L on May 2nd, 2007 2:54 am
Hansal bhai, 3 posts in a long time is less than I expect.

Do let us know what’s going on in your film.

I was pleasanly surprised to learn that the Ae Mote was directed by you. I remember seeing it as a showreel when a friend, a producer in well-known Delhi based production house was looking for directors, actors, etc for a TV programme. That episode stayed in my head and I often wondered who wrote it.
So I was pleasantly surprised to read this article. So who wrote that episode.

hansal mehta on May 6th, 2007 7:42 am
john, ‘ae mote’ was written by a writer called S Farhaan… it was his first assignment in bombay, way back in 1998… we collaborated after that assignment on my latest film ‘woodstock villa’… farhaan is a very successful writer today but i think his first work was his best!

and i am writing my next post… on its way!

aakar on May 14th, 2007 4:32 am
What a fine piece of writing.
I haven’t seen the movie yet, and it’s availalble at neither movie empire (where I have my account) or at sarvodaya (where I owe money).
But will find it.
Meanwhile it was lovely meeting safina and you.
Aakar

Amey Nadkarni on May 26th, 2007 7:01 am
The post is long but very sincere hence it didnt seem long…waiting for the remaining part…

BD on June 24th, 2007 9:52 am
Hansalji, I havn’t seen DPMLY but I had seen Chhal on TV quite some time ago! It was srprsngly under-ratd: it was very slick & thrilling. Kay Kay & Prashant rocked. Wonder where Prashant is nowadays: he was an xtrmly promsng actor. Kay Kay, of course, was as brilliant as he is 2day. Cant u tell those guys at Zee(they, I think, were the only ones to show it on TV) to show Chhal once again? All the best 4 Woodstock Villa!

Rahul on August 2nd, 2007 3:50 pm
Hansal
You thanks a million for writin this blog. I had seen this moview in theaters and i loved it. I am a big fan of Tabu and Manoj and that attracted me to the theater. also the fact that those were the single days and hence lot of time at hand and to watch movies. But Dil pe .. blew me completely. I loved the moview. May be because it was dark, it was real. may be it was so close to life on earth. I can only tahnk you for making such a movie. Its movies like these that make the indian and the world cinema so rich. Ye hansal your movie made this world of cinema much richer. Thanks again and looking forward to see more movies from you.

Rahul on August 2nd, 2007 3:52 pm
And let me tell you hansal I would love to read a million lines written about Dil pe.. I think your post was too short. Love to read every bit Dil pe and anything associated with it.

Rahul on August 2nd, 2007 3:55 pm
Hansal as a reply to one of the comments you said that ” i’m glad you people still remember the film… gives me hope…”. Man i don’t know about others but i will always remeber dil pe. It has a special place and a very treasured movie. It may not be the all time great but its surely is a very special movie. A movie i would love to watch again and again. and i agree with you . the movie came a little too early. even i wish it had come when there were many more multiplexes in india. man make more movies …

Mangal on October 1st, 2007 11:23 am
dear HM, at the outset let me thank you for providing me one of the best cinematic experience I have ever had. Yes I truly believe that DPMLY, along with Chandni Bar, were the two best films of that period. The characters of the movie were so well etched out that they are still well alive in my memory. The story was brilliant and the script was racy. I am not a big film critic but I must say that I thought your film was flawless. And if Mr. Khaled Mohammed thought the film was not good than I care a damn about him and his ilk. After making DPLMY you seemed to have disappeared from Bollywood. I am very earnestly waiting for your forthcoming releases. Will you share with us which projects you are working on right now? And please HM have faith in yourself - because you have it in you. We are all waiting to be delighted by you - once again.

The Quentin Conversation

Posted by: Srinivas
Posted on: Apr 25 2007 at 9:10


So I've finally landed onto the PFC platform and all thanks to Oz and Vijay. Being my very first post, I would have loved to introduce myself as a learning film-maker and go on about my tryst with film-making and film-makers, but all that can wait. Because right now I am nothing but just an avid cinema-goer just like all of us. Why is that you ask? Well that's because the topic that I am posting is about a meeting I had with a man who goes by the name of Quentin Tarantino. But before you start showering me with abuses, let me tell you that it was a chance meeting of which even you could have been a part of, if you were here at LA for the Indian Film Festival.

Anyways, a short run down of how the things took place. We were all chilling at the Arc Light Cinema lounge area, when one of the IFFLA staff member told me that Quentin Tarantino's in the house. I thought she was joking till she showed me a snap she clicked with him. I started looking around and grabbed my digicam and started hunting for him. Below the lounge area is a small cafe where he was seated in the most unusual of all places. Right in front of the entrance| Nikhil Prakash (Another short film maker and an excellent actor) and me stood behind him as he was finishing a talk on his phone. As we got ready to attack, in walked Eli Roth (Director of Hostel) and Edgar Wright (Director of Shaun of the dead). So all 3 of them were having beer and just chilling. We went up to QT, introduced ourselves as directors of our respective short films, which were being shown at the festival. And then started a discussion which lasted for almost 20-25 minutes (Excluding the photo session)

QT: Well yes, Ive been to the festival last year and this year I am going to watch some films. When are your films?

Us: Sunday afternoon

QT: I am definitely coming. Sunday is the day I am free. Sure.

Me: So I am actually from Mumbai and I am a huge fan of yours. (Fuck I am talking to QUENTIN TARANTINO expression)

The men themselves.

QT: Hey that's really great. How're ya finding LA? I am so glad you're from there. What do you think of Bombay's rip off of Reservoir Dogs? KAAANTE?

Me: (I didn't know how to react to that) I didn't quite like it.

QT: WHY? I LOVED IT. I think it was fabulous. Of the two rip offs I loved are Hong Kong's Too many ways to be number one and this one KAANTE.

Me: Well yeah I know, but if you noticed in the HK version, they had set the premise in HK itself. Whereas for the Indian one, they've shot it in US. They could very easily have conceptualized it with Indian cities.

QT: Well yeah, but the best part is - You have INDIAN guys, coming to US and looting a US Bank. How cool is that. I was truly honored. And these Indian guys are played by the legends of Bollywood. I was honored.

Me: Hmm. That's true. But what were your feelings when you were watching the film?

QT: Well, I started watching it and I knew it was Reservoir Dogs. But then, the film is longer. You guys are crazy because you guys like long movies. And that's what I like too. But we have a studio system here. But yeah, coming to the point, here I am watching a film that I've directed, and then it goes into each character;s background. And I am like WHOA That's something. Because I always write the backgrounds and stuff in my scripts but it always gets chopped off during the edit. And so I was like this isn't RD. But then it goes into the warehouse scene and I am like WOW Its back to RD. Isn't it amazing? Wow.

Me: Yeah, our films are kinda long and sometimes character driven too.

QT: Yes. And I loved the guy who plays the role of Harvey Keitel. This big beard guy. Famous guy in Bollywood.

Me: Amitabh Bachchan? So when are we seeing Quentin Tarantino venture into Bollywood?

QT: I would love to come there and see how it works. But then I have to get used to the setting and be comfortable. Then only true quality can be achieved. As of now, I want to watch The Wall (Deewar) playing at your festival.

Me: Yeah. Its one of the most powerful films to come out of India.

QT: Yup. I'll try coming for your films on Sunday. If I am here, I will definitely come.

Me: Thanks. It was a pleasure meeting you.

QT: Same here man, always a pleasure to meet you guys

QT: Btw have you guys seen Grindhouse? Its playing here in LA. I guess you guys should watch it man. Pretty insane stuff.

Us: Yeah surely we'll watch it.

QT: Cool. See ya then.

By this time a considerable amount of people had gathered behind me and Nikhil. I quickly took a photograph with him. Varun and Nikhil followed suit. As we were leaving I could hear QT telling some guy (who wanted to click a photo with him), Ive got enough photos taken. Thank you. This is when I ran upstairs to see Oz posting on PFC, and hence the FLASH MSG in his post.

So that's the whole conversation that we had more a monologue than dialogue. But its not everyday you walk into a cafe and see one of the most influential film makers of the new generation, staring back at you.

Finally my first post. More to follow.

IN DEFENCE OF THE “I”

Posted by: Anurag Kashyap
Posted on: Nov 15 2007 at 10:47 am

You know when they bring up their children in the mountains, especially in tibet, and their child sees the burning firewood and walks to it, they let him, when he wants to touch it, they let him, when he touches it and screams and cries, they let him , they ignore him, and that’s how the child learns to deal with fire..this is also what the monks do..
My dad always said something that i never forgot..he said “poot sapoot to ka dhan sanchay poot kapoot to ka dhan sanchay”.. it means why do you save money for your children, If your son is a good son he will earn his own, if he turns out to be a brat he will throw it away.. and he never did save and all three of us are independent and had never taken from him, since we left college..
I know a lot of people right here on pfc who wants to be filmmakers but can’t because they do not have the heart to lose their sense of security.. a lot of people do the mundane jobs they don’t want to but do not step out because they get insecure.. rahoonga kahan, khaoonga kya, paise kahan se aayenge, i can love them but not respect them.. the best way to make anyone an individual self is to abandon them.. when you do they stand up on their own and they do not need role models, they go out and do it because there is an urgent need to survive.. that need takes over everything..i write this because people ask me that why did i not explain the end.. You know in Black friday the end was explained, and everyone called it great cinema and they will watch it a zillion times but in the end it remains just that, great cinema..it has stopped bothering people, they don’t think about the 93 bomb blasts.. they do not think about the lives lost, the politics, nothing, they revisist their favourite sequences and say wow and that’s it.. i do not remember such heated discussion anywhere after the BF release, i even tried to initiate it but none happenned.. One lone post was about continuity jerks and cinema issues.. none about the event.. with NS all that has changed..

Why does everyone want to get it? and will you still like it if you do get it? wouldn’t you say-that’s it!!! is that all you were trying to say..
why the eagerness to gen(e)re[alize] everything? why the symbols used have to be perfect? aren’t symbols about “what’s the best way i can say what i want to say, because what i want to say i already know, and i also know if i say it directly they wouldn’t let me” .. so if i do not find the perfect symbolism should i not say it? should i shut up? looks like? should i let go of my soul? what does my soul signify? is it not me? me with my imperfections?

No smoking does not make a valid point, it tortures you and then laughs at you, the same way i have felt the world do..forget the end.. lets come to the begining.. did anyone read what it said, what the film is about is spoken in the three captions in the beginning, but no one wants to connect.. who is abbas, he is a writer, he has lost his two fingers, the ones with which he holds the cigarette and also holds the pen, what does the pen mean to a writer, freedom of expression, and abbas’s freedom is taken, he is soulless and he doesn’t feel anything even while manipulating his friend, and what does he want the most more than his friends, his freedom back.. did anyone decipher that .. no.. they were too busy being thrilled..did anyone listened to what baba had to say.. he did not agree with democracy, he had his own take on it, he is the man who deems himself more powerful which he is, he thrives on who, minorities(woman in veils) and underprivileged(dwarfs) and his fanatics(teeka toting henchmen).. he lives in his own hell..which is hell from the audiences POV.. when K enters there he wishes for an elevator and a much more straighter designs, not the maze of stairs.. he does it straight.. but baba doesn’t..you see the man’s entry but never his exit.. did anyone think of it .. no.. did anyone listen to baba saying aatma, antaratma, bhogi hoti hai use mukt karna padta hai..if you really heard that.. the ending won’t be so strange..there is a definition of democracy i used in GULAAL and tried to use in GURU..

“Democracy is for the (Powerful) people
By the (Powerful) people
Of the (Powerful) people”

the wife, when she decides to leave her husband, she plays inky pinky ponky.. the man to her is as inconsequential as his cigarette, the wife and the secretary .. two different facets of a woman a man wants to see, the complex, dignified trophy wife and the completely servile slut, and what kind of a man is he.. an arrogant fuck up, not the man you would look up to or sympathise with.. do men like those exist.. yes they do.. i am a similar asshole or was or maybe still is.. just more aware that i am a slut too.. it would have been so easy to make him sympathetic and today i really wish i did make him sympathetic.. baba bengali is winning or has won.. did any one hear the song phoonk de .. the words spoken in english ..

“you have travelled a hole…………to………you will now experience the power to change the semantic sensory feel that influences the final consequences of your journey, you are now at the limits of the multi(uni)verse but not beyond the space of this stream”

Noone heard that.. what does that prove .. that people do not listen and either they are deaf (like in the film) or they don’t want to pay so much attention.. it creates the same situation as in the film.. this film was my angst and now mirrors my life.. only difference being i know what’s happening .. it was expected and i have learnt from it.. will be more accessible next time.. i swear everyone, even the infant will understand what i am trying to say in HANUMAN RETURNS.. i need that to survive, and survivor i am..
OK so getting back to explaining what i intended, admitting i wasn’t so successful at it.. from the point K falls into the water in the police station(there is a voice over there too- jin jin logon ne poore paise nahi bhare hain etc,that connects it with the last scene), it is the journey of the soul, by which i mean the internal agony of the man, trying to make a choice, trying to decipher what did he do to deserve this, is this the price one pays for his ego, to choose between the cigarette and the bathtub, and when he chooses the bathtub he is choosing to negate himself hence being completely owned by the baba..
it is not just the body that looses soul, it’s also the soul(read idealism, belief, spirit) loosing a body.. that gets evaporated while it is watching.. the idea is lost..
Now where that comes from.. i wrote a poem on my wall years ago when i was doped out.. my idea of an ego, my interpretation of selfishness..

A big drop of sperm was falling from the sky
Mother (earth ) quaked for it and conceived it
and I bloomed out
That is how the idea was born..

I do not want to bore anyone, but that explains it ,my POV, ego comes from I and I is when you have an idea of self.. and selfishness is not that shallow definition of what you can take or gain from others.. to me

“Selfishness is the ferocity with which you protect the I”

, hence the “Idea” and to the world “your Ego”..and arrogance is just a defence mechanism that the selfish man has against the enemy..

And the fact that i have the need to defend myself proves that i have yet not perfected selfishness or maybe i am too clever and know exactly what i am doing.. my argument is should a man be punished for his arrogance.. yes if he harms others by doing the act.. but what if his arrogance is aloof.. who is he harming except himself..
there are many interpretations floating around of the film.. well i lost my authority over the film the day it released.. it was open to interpretation like any work of art or anything pretending as a work of art.. but various interpretations do provoke a thought in my subconscious.. did i really intend that, i don’t know.. the whole film was stewed over in my head over last eight years, years ago it was a straight story from quitters inc ( the first half of it, because that is how much ramu told me) , but it kept changing with my life.. i don’t even know when and how it became my story, i only realised it after writing it.. i wrote it in one flow like everyother script over two days or three..it was a stream of subconscious.. i just wrote..
and now i have learnt.. that success is important.. and i have learnt that the audienca needs to be served and i will.. but i would rather provoke them than please them, i would rather force them to go back to the world they came from than provide an escape route, i would rather unsettle them than to put a smile on there face, i would rather make them feel impotent than to make them feel virile, i would rather show them the mirror than show them a photograph of their best selves, i would rather make their nightmare come true than realise their dreams..but this time they would know what’s happening.. they will know it while they are getting raped.. they will understand every bit of it.. none are going to lose their modesty without knowing it..
I have learnt my lesson..and with that i try to say goodbye to no smoking and apologise once and for all to all those who wasted their time and money over it.. Better luck next time..

_______________________________________________________________________________


558 Responses to “IN DEFENCE OF THE “I””
PRPgaddar on November 15th, 2007 11:13 am
you’ve killed a part of all that’s resonated with you by saying this

and here we were, thinking we had a chance

Errata on November 15th, 2007 11:14 am
i did. i did it all..left the safety of the regular employment, the saftety net of the parents, the family, one year into marriage..asked her to take care of the rent, the house, the life…and took the plunge.
made a lousy looking film with a concept i believed in with 10 grand..
but i did it…am still proud of it. and only because of you anurag.
since then have made two more. each with increasing budgets. am being paid for what i wanna do.
and again i repeat..its cause of u.
today im at a crossroad, am being offered what my peers want the most, a commercial film…can i do it? i want to..so bad.
but the dilemnas never end. creativity vs commercial returns. if i make a 0.1% of no smoking, ill die a happy man..but if i do that,,my producer backs out..if i make what he wants me to make…i cant sleep at night.
questions, answers and conscience.
i salute u sir.

Sourav on November 15th, 2007 11:23 am
Well..finally..good write up…ths could satiate a lot of queries floated since the release of NS.Quite deep..good!!

Anurag Kashyap on November 15th, 2007 11:26 am
PRP we still have a chance.. you are the chance.. think about that.. and when you do it i will stand up and applaud you..

I am still me.. just would be more accesible

jitender on November 15th, 2007 11:27 am
People want the safe confines of there homes,their regular jobs , marriege kids and all those sort of normal things in life.But all this is a somewat boring and tiresome for few men, who dare to think different and wana enjoy the teen patti of life and the big risks attached to it.
You dont have to defend wat u have done with this movie or any other thing in life , you just did wat u felt.How many people have the guts to do wat they really wana do without caring about wat others will think.You are the only judge of u r own creations.

Dazed&Confused on November 15th, 2007 11:30 am
Anurag- As I have requested in another place, please have your commentary on the DVD when it releases.

And maybe just like Vishal Bhardwaj tries to make a children’s movie every couple of films, maybe you can too. Make your kind of movie whenever you can. Have the cake and eat it.

Sourav on November 15th, 2007 11:35 am
Why do you have to apologise..even to the people who could not quite connect with you? You want to be mass accessible..would not that manifest into selling outto an extent and lose your arrogance? It is the individual arrogance which helps to survive..personally in my case too!

Anurag Kashyap on November 15th, 2007 11:38 am
Dazed, Hanuman is my childrens movie.. Vishal’s children films are more mature than the adult hits which is why he is a great filmmaker.. my children’s film is entertainment and nothing else and it is called Hanuman returns..
as far as the DVD is concerned i don’t know, i have put across my intention to do a commentary, and now it’s upto them..
Errata..do it

NoVaDJ on November 15th, 2007 11:40 am
Anurag,

When I first butted heads with you on PFC I became angry with you and then decided to watch BF and I wrote a comment about it, but you must have not read it, because I told you that besides being a great movie I had learned about an event I had never heard of. Your movie to me was like a history class and it did bother me to know innocent lives were lost, so I thank you for that history lesson.

Even though I loved NS I think it would be interesting to see what you do with straight forward storytelling and then maybe you will find your success in India or you might have to set your sites to somewhere beyond India.

….BUT, if it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t have ventured beyond my masala Bollywood films. I wouldn’t have gone from BF to NS to Manorama and eventually even opening up to older Indian cinema like Sholay which Tony Mera advised me to watch. If it wasn’t for you I would have said “I don’t want to watch that old fashioned stuff”, but I opened up to Tony’s suggestion because I had my mind opened up by you.

Anyway, I doubt if my words will mean a lot to you,but I felt moved to write them after reading this new blog…..and I hope in the future someone will eventually apologise to you.

Anurag Kashyap on November 15th, 2007 11:42 am
Saurav.. i tried hard to stay off PFc before i realised it is my life.. I am here.. more so because i have not finished either talking or doing..
My apology is to people who paid money to see the film after seeing the bipasha song, which was a mistake, a con to get an opening, and wasn’t the film.. the apology is not for the movie.. but for the deciet of which i became a part..

kalakar on November 15th, 2007 11:43 am
Hey Anurag,

Even though i still haven’t seen no smoking,
i can understand your predicament and believe that you are truly gifted(not just as a film maker but also as a human being)and also ahead of time.you are not arrogant you are a stand alone army trying to hold on to ur slice of land and fighting a brigade of the spineless s’BUT THE FUCK UP is that everyone wants everything instant-solutions,results,sex,noodles and also entertainment(not neccessarily in that order).Nowadays they want to leave their brains behind and spend their hard earned money on senseless flicks..how the hell will they understand No smoking my friend??!! Some of my friends who has seen the film,loved it n told me i’ll quit smoking after watching it(i wonder) :)Well if you didn’t quit while making it i don’t think i will after watching it.

;)cheers.

Errata on November 15th, 2007 11:43 am
and not sleep at night? lose face to an extent where i cant face myself? face u?
on the other hand…can i run my house doing what i want to do…the way i want to?
on one side is a chance to make something with my name..which may just turn out to be an outlandish comedy…an alan smithee film anyone?
on the other hand i may never get this kind of a chance again?
it tears me every day..and as d day approaches…i hate to keep lying about my sensiblities for work.

Devils Advocate on November 15th, 2007 11:44 am
HEy Anurag glad to have you back.. I haven’t posted much- as of yet- but I know its never to late to start. Btw can you send me your email address at yatra55@gmail.com. I had written something the day I watched “no smoking”. I would rather you read it first and if you feel fit you can repost it on PFC. thanks man. Keep on reinventing indian cinema and open the floodgates for us aspiring directors

Anurag Kashyap on November 15th, 2007 11:45 am
Novadz i really just want to slowly find an audience like everyone else and a large one.. and i read everything on PFC.. it is my world.. i belong here.. and i really appreciate you for being open and i regret my meanness to you..

Dazed&Confused on November 15th, 2007 11:46 am
NoVaDJ- Sholay will never become ‘Older Indian Cinema’. It is evergreen like Rekha and good Scotch :)

Anurag Kashyap on November 15th, 2007 11:48 am
Errata.. do it .. do them both.. one for the money and other for the road.. did i not do shaka laka and main aisa hi hoon and lot’s more.. do one for your yourself and one for the way to do it for yourself..lie.. cheat..kill for it..
devil’s check your mail..

Madhav on November 15th, 2007 11:50 am
It may well be impossible to be entirely true to one’s self and one’s vision while ensuring a good reception at the hands of the audience. Limitations brought about by budgets and consequences do inevitably weigh us down. I made a short film called

Anurag Kashyap on November 15th, 2007 11:53 am
Madhav..balance can be anywhere.. but i think one should strike balance in life but not in individual piece of work.. one dish can not and should not try to cater to everyone.. it can wish it but not do it.. make two dishes to strike the balance and more if need be, but each individual dish should be true to itself..

Errata on November 15th, 2007 11:54 am
thx for this and more.
you gave me a boost in morale when i was at my lowest in life. u gave me a new lease in life. so please forgive me if i come across the way i do.
ill do it..i just hope my conscience allows me too.
ill do this for the money, but the one for the road..is the one which you’ll do..or at least i hope so.

Anurag Kashyap on November 15th, 2007 11:55 am
I failed to do it.. because i made the film i wanted to but used the bipasha song to advertise it.. and that is what i am paying for.. that was a mistake..

Vishal K Bharadwaj (er, not that one!) on November 15th, 2007 11:55 am
No apologies necessary, as far as I’m concerned. I haven’t seen Black Friday (I don’t think it released here in Dubai), and I wasn’t planning on going to see No Smoking, but then the overwhelmingly negative reviews started pouring in from the usual suspects, and that told me it had to be good!

I enjoyed every second of it. I know a lot of people will tell you that it is a profound film, a work of art etc. etc. (and don’t get me wrong, it is all that) but let me tell you that I was *entertained* for two hours. There haven’t been many movies this year — Hindi especially — that have done that (the last one was Honeymoon Travels).

Like you say, once the film was released it was out of your hands, but I’m glad to read your take on some of the themes and elements in there. Yes, I did notice the English voice over in phoonk de. No, I didn’t find any part of the film confusing (but then, I didn’t find MF Hussain’s Meenaxi confusing either). It’s been a long time since a big, juicy and sumptuously intelligent movie has come along, and you delivered. And how.

Any issues I had with the film were miniscule. Okay, okay, so the English subtitles were’t great (they never are in Hindi films, always full of Indian grammar), mostly because of the dozens of swear words that just seemed to be thrown in there even when they weren’t any in the spoken dialogue. As a graphic designer I also had a few issues with the comic speech bubbles, but that’s just my own pet peeve.

Believe it or not, the short bits of nudity when the gas chamber bit is on tv actually made it past the Dubai censors. Don’t take this the wrong way, but I don’t think they were paying attention :P

Whatever your next project is, I hope you approach it with the same intelligence, passion and finesse that you brought to No Smoking.

You now officially have one more fan, and are guaranteed at least two people will see your next movie (me and whoever I drag along).

V

Sourav on November 15th, 2007 11:56 am
Yea..that makes sense…apology justified to an extent…the movie was dangerously niche..too niche..with your post..the puzzlepieces which was slightly loose at the end..with minor gaps..are tightened. Very brave atempt..Dont know how you managed the transition from sript to screen…half the people always lose the insight in transit.

Devils Advocate on November 15th, 2007 11:56 am
thanks mate… I am at work right now so expect something within a few hours… glad to see a prompt reply though… I agree slowly but surely PFC is becoming my life… I find myself on it more so than work work!!! I am glad I am taking some time off to visit India and perhaps get inundated with the fim business first hand… a long winding road ahead but wouldn’t have it any other way!!!

Anurag Kashyap on November 15th, 2007 11:58 am
Errata.. You know No Smoking i think was necessary.. because this one film taught me more about the world than my thirteen years in the industry.. we all learn more from our failures..
What is important is how you protect your baby and not how the world judges you in the process of doing so..

NoVaDJ on November 15th, 2007 12:06 pm
@Anurag

Thank you for that ,because I was feeling down today and you made me feel better….

@Dazed&Confused

I almost wrote the word classic, but I wasn’t sure what it was considered…..all I know is watching it was an experience and I’ll be showing Sholay to all my friends! I also recently saw “The Burning Train”, which except for a few unfortunate obvious model train shots was still suspensful.

Madhav on November 15th, 2007 12:09 pm
Thanks Anurag, for your quick response.
I’m new to PFC and recently made a submission for the one minute film contest.
I write regularly and have a few screenplays worked out. Do drop me a line at madhav@bad-alliteration.com if you have the time or inclination to take a look at some of them.

Errata on November 15th, 2007 12:11 pm
i agree. that one baby of mine is what has had me going on till now. cant get it out of my head…
i hope it makes that one person proud because of whom it has reached where it has today.
no smoking was necessary.. i agree..it may have been too ahead of its times…
when i wrote that one script and made it into a film…the ridicule, the humiliation taught me a lot..and today when i am at this stage..i dunno whether to rejoice or not.
failure has made me take everything with a pinch of salt. to a point where its difficult to be anything but a pessimist.
but that had changed when i saw NS.
i paid for my entire friend circle to see the film. and i wasnt disappointed. me and my wife spoke about it on the bike on the way home, at home over dinner, at breakfast, post work..and we were still not finished.
ditto for a few of my friends.
but with that one film, anurag you may not have gained commercial gains…what you have given is hope…tothe industry (though they may not realize it now), to people like me and to those who would see this is as not an arrogant piece of work, but one of true angst and desire for change

NoVaDJ on November 15th, 2007 12:13 pm
Anurag,

I’m sure you learned a lot about visual effects on NS ,so that was worth it also. My favorite was the heat effect that sometimes moved about the frame.

Anand Kadam on November 15th, 2007 12:14 pm
Anurag,
every one has their insecurities and very few get beyond it….ppl like me are dieing to make films and make it accessible to the world….but there is other world in which we live..we need to support our family….earn our bread (paying emi’s)…and our conscience doesn’t allow to be selfish to chase our dreams….may be some years later when we are financially secure we can go ahead…but then will it be late ?….definetly not late to chase our dreams but about acheiving them , i dont know….

Anurag Kashyap on November 15th, 2007 12:23 pm
Anand.. you know it but you are scared to addrees it..
TO DO IS TO BE
TO BE IS TO DO
DO BE DO BE DO
it defines all of us .
what you want to do is not necessarily what you do.. but what you do becomes you in the way u are perceived..
i have paid my EMI’s and my rent regularly and have learnt to seperate what i do for myself and for others to be able to do it for myself..

Anurag Kashyap on November 15th, 2007 12:24 pm
Vishal K Bharadwaj.. just one word.. thanks

NoVaDJ on November 15th, 2007 12:29 pm
Sorry for the multiple posts, but all thoughts are coming to me at once….

When will the NS DVD be released? I used to hate EROS DVD’s because they were mastered all wrong, but now that they have merged with Ayngaryn their last few releases were great. They now master in HD and picture quality is excellent and they put lots of extras on them. It would be cool to have a Director’s Cut and you could do it anyway you want.

It’s funny about the merger because I wrote EROS a long email explaining how awful their quality was and that they should find out how and where Ayngaryn master’s their DVD’s and a few months later they merged!:o

Machchar on November 15th, 2007 12:32 pm
Anurag if you remember I wrote some time back about how important for it is to find commercial success and stability before even attempting anything unconventional as these fuckers in the industry will dabao you down? We all pinned our hopes on Ramu at one point of time…He had it all..He had the market eating right out of his hand, he had the power to change and encourage a new wave, instead, he took a different route and we all became discouraged.

First show these fuckers the mirror before giving them a painting, that’s what they deserve now…later on…you can slowly make your move…you can’t shock these people suddenly….

Anand Kadam on November 15th, 2007 12:36 pm
Anurag,
That is exactly what i am trying to learn…to balance your needs and your dreams… i will be glad enough to chase my dreams..even if i dont achieve them(hoping to achieve them though)…..
BTW No smoking rocked for me…i have already seen it thrice..and now hoping to catch it on dvd whenever it is out….my wife hated it but i dragged her to view it with me all the times….

rick on November 15th, 2007 12:38 pm
anuraag sir i might be too young and inferior to comment on any film for that matter, atleast for now but i never understood why you talked so much about your failure and short comings, ur apologies
BUT, you never said anuthing about the marketing strategy for the film which if you ask anyone was far below the standard, why didnt you market the film properly?? push hard to make it a success, get people in just for curiosity. it seemed to me that you were done just by making the film.

AND WHY WHY WHY? do you apologise to the people who came in after watching the bipasha song, i thought you believed that one has to do everything in his power to get success, and if you can get people into the theatre by showing a song, then WHY NOT!!!
to me that is just intelligent marketing not cheating the audience.

P.S- love ur film, hopefully you will follow this up with another shocker.
thank you for the experience.

Uma on November 15th, 2007 12:50 pm
Saw No Smoking yesterday and I loved it better than most of the movies this year ! Still thinking about the movie :-? . I don’t understand how anyone can’t appreciate this movie ! I liked Black Friday but NS was even better.

I think the critics have been completely dumbed down by the quality of the Hindi movies they watch and review all the time. To hell with their opinions ! I just hope that after getting slammed by these “critics” , AK won’t change his style of movie making and start trying to cater to the so called commercial movie public.

triplesix on November 15th, 2007 1:05 pm
hmmmm….well,money isn’t everythin….

my parents have been divorced for quite some time…dn’t remember even,but it hurts…n it still does…

my point here is…eventhough i’m financially secured…i dn’t have anyone with me…my mom,dad n bro.all live separately…my bro thinks tht whatever he has achieved till now is thnkfully due to my parents separation….but i’m still mum about my opinions,cos i’m still directionless….i dn’t know if i should be thankful like my brother,cos i’m gettin the opportunity to live on my own…make my own decisions…i have no one to answer anythin…if i want i could just go around fulfillin my pleasure with any tom,dick n harry…but i won’t…there’s still somethin tht i’m lookin forward to….i still miss somethin tht we all four of us had in the past…

i dn’t even know what i’m complaining about…stayin in this city(sorry,i don’t want to reveal certian information),for the last 5 years…from one place to another…shift,move out and thrown out too(well, the third one was because i refused to go with my owner’s nasty agreement…dn’t mind his nasty remarks than agree with somethin tht will make me lose myself completely…

mom n dad call me everyday….tht’s really nice of them…but i know deep within tht they want to know if i’m being a brat takin advantage of the situation…whereas,it’s the opposite…i can’t even think of doin it cos of it….

kashyap…i like callin u this….i dn’t know exactly what i’m tryin imply here by writting all this…i just felt,after readin u post,tht i could write somethin…eventhough it’s random n probably mindless too…u just gave me the opportunity to write it…

i dn’t expect a reply from u for this,cos i’m pretty sure u havn’t got most of what i have written…i’m being open here,but it’s not completely open yet…i have forgotten how to be candid with my feelings…u r really good with tht…i’ve lost in touch with it….

they say tht men are the most difficult beings..as in,a lot has been potrayed in the films..for instance,no smokin…but i think i’m one of the kinds too…n i refuse to mellow down…y is it necessary tht women remain the most calm on?….i wish there was a character like this too in our films….a mystery tht refuses to be solved…

sorry about the whole nonsense stuff tht i have written….but i thnk u for the moment,cos i have felt somethin….n also somethin missin…

kalakar on November 15th, 2007 1:21 pm
Arey Anurag ji kahe maafi maang rahe ho.Aapne no smoking banaai,logon ne paisa lagaya kyonki unhen aap pe vishvaas tha..aab agar har film banane se pehle ya phir banane ke duraan iss baat ka pata chal jaye ki film hit hai ya miss to in bechhare critics ka to dhanda hi baand ho jayega!!Aapne ek imandar film banaye thodi over the top hone ki vajay se aap imandaari se maafi maang rahe ho yeh aap ki sharafat hai…lekin kuch aise bhi hain jo itna bhi nahi karte.
Kal maine ek’blue film’ dekhi…arey wahi saawariya..bahut se sawaal mann mein uthe

1.yeh kaun sa neela shahar hain hamare desh mein?
jahan sab kuch hi neela aur unreal hai.

2.yahan kissi bhi raat ki subah nahi.where people stay indoors during the day and are the creatures of the blue nights.

3.is shahar mein basne wali auratein ya to zyada umer ke hain(begum para and amazing zohra sehgal)with exception being sonam kapoor ya phir prostitutes hain..i thought they should paint the town red instead they painted it blue!

4.A town which is called the old town,but has everything from a local darzi to carpet weaver,meena bazar,a moulin rouge.Where every god every faith exists,-A huge buddha sculpture,mother mary in the background,a mosque..a blessed town indeed but houses only whores.
I don’t look for logic in all the films lekin itna surreal,Kya kahe isse??…Indulgence in the name of cinema.People walked out of the theatre after 30mins..of course i sat thru the blues of saawariya…that too without an apology!!

Abhishek on November 15th, 2007 1:29 pm
How do I explain what I am feeling now after this post,today in the office I was sitting on my desk and was thinking majority of the people hate me…………………….

They look at me with disgust,distaste, and why? because I don’t interact much with them,I just don’t feel like,I remain within myself,that leaves them with an inferiority complex that how can he be so aloof how can he be so arrogant,he shows airs………………………

They try to gain my attention in all possible ways,doing shitty things,mocking,some day could even reach the point of dancing naked in front of me and then I close my eyes and think of Howard Roark,I get broken down within and try to be 1% like him,that gives me strength,power to fight…………..

I feel I go through a nervous beakdown everyday,for people whom I am not concerned with try to barge in my life for no reason at all,call me arrogant but I haven’t hurt them but since I am not a complete Howard Roark I get hurt too and most of the times arrogance only increases,fire increases,passion increases……………….

I wish the world had more of people who would do rather than screw……………

No Smoking is my story,it is the story of every struggling man who thrives in this world of Tooheys’ and I hope I dont end up being a Toohey,even a Steven Mallory would do for me…..

Anurag Kashyap on November 15th, 2007 1:33 pm
Kalakar.. neela shahar Jodhpur.. maine nahi dekhi par dekhunga jaroor..
666.. man do not give up and i know you won’t and don’t stop expecting..call me kashyap or whatever do not lose yourself..let all the confusion and angst drive you to express.. people who are no good at articulating often create better,,
UMA thanks but btw which city and theatre did you see it at yesterday.. can’t find any place it is still running at..

Anurag Kashyap on November 15th, 2007 1:35 pm
abhishek just be and they hate you for you can be yourself.. you can laugh at them..

NoVaDJ on November 15th, 2007 1:45 pm
@triplesix

you say money isn’t everything and I feel bad for what you are going thru, but try it without having the money….like me. I’m jaded these days, but money is everything. I tried to end it all last Nov because I couldn’t pay my bills, I hated my job, and my best friends left town and I had no parents .. The doctors that saved me than wanted their money….the only thing that made me feel a little better was watching my Indian movies.

…so be happy that’s one problem you don’t have.

Anurag Kashyap on November 15th, 2007 1:50 pm
machhar.. i will do that

Bhaskar on November 15th, 2007 1:50 pm
Anurag,
I won’t say I liked your film, but it did make me think….so in it it was succesful.

About the philospohical questions raised by the movie…the world is not really dark as you potray it. People are indeed preoccupied with their own survival, but there is a kinder gentler side to people too.

The journey for I is to go from dependence on people, to independence, and then realize it is really not independent, but interdependent on the world. Whenver in your career you become a big shot - you will start to support other people. The fact that there are no strong people to support budding cinema in India is just a reflection of the current state our society is in. It is not the nature of the world.

“I” and the world have an interdependent relationship. “I” has a debt to the world for its mere existance. Nature supports a person to the extent to which a person is useful to it. If your message/work is useful to the world, the world will support it. Individual is not seperate from nature, it is part of it. Nature is compassionate and very forgiving - its not a dictator as you potray. If there is a devil then there is also a god.

It makes for engaging drama, but it is only a partial truth.

Vishal K Bharadwaj (er, not that one!) on November 15th, 2007 1:55 pm
You’re most welcome, Anurag.

Re: Commentary track
I’d love to see one on the DVD, but if they don’t want to spring for studio time to record one then you could always do one like the Battlestar Galactica people do. They record a rough commentary themselves and put it online as a podcast, so people can play it on their computer or iPod or whatever while they watch the episodes.

The nice side effect of this is that you can be completely candid and uncensored :)

V

dr tushar patel on November 15th, 2007 2:08 pm
u bum!! apology sucks. more u will apologise more people will make u apologise. u should be proud of NO SMOKING. dont let us down who are supporting u and who r inspired by ur so called disaster. if u want to find audience for films like no smoking, help me with what i proposed in
Rome…”independant cinema house”…how to go about it?…. what do we need?…etc. if u bother to reply, then do so on my email as i am leaving PFC in protest of ur apology..cant believe this nonsense from u..STOP APOLOGISING. after NO SMOKING something has changed in the air….have some patience and u will see the fruits of ur effort in the cinema which india is gearing up to make in the future. u r the pioneer…no smoking is the inspiration..so stop being selfish and apologetic. stop sucking the media. be “K”.

Anurag Kashyap on November 15th, 2007 2:23 pm
doctor sahab like i said earlier apology is not for the film.. for the film is exactly what i wanted to make..

Omprakash Seresta on November 15th, 2007 2:25 pm
I agree with tushar… dont apologize anurag. Saala saare kiye dhare par paani fir gaya…. eagerly waiting for gulal. I hope you are not tampering with it. if you do, make sure you let us know that dvd will have the original director’s cut…

sanjay malhotra on November 15th, 2007 2:54 pm
Anurag,

Any creative art is like a journey which has no end and perfection point. But definately this journey is unique in its own kind… Ups, downs hit, miss, excitement, ideas & theories. That’s why you are in this game. Its not about always winning but its about playing with whole heart and I did see you playing with passion and whole heart in NS.

I watched No Smoking, didn’t like it much but could see the enthusiasm of giving new dimensions to our cinema. That’s what matters.

There is no set formula to create a masterpiece in any form of art. The only thing in our hands is to just keep making what you want to make…One day you will create something which you will not like but people will know you from it…Is it not irony to be in a creative sphere…!

Any how still waiting for more flicks from you .

Sanjay

Abhay P on November 15th, 2007 4:29 pm
AK, you are good are expressing and generating this buzz around your film (or your friend’s films, for that matter) ;)
BF and NS rocked. Making wise, did you have all your scenes penned out in sequence before you started shooting for NS? (is that what they call a “bound” script?). While watching, I couldn’t help wonder, how hard it would be for all the actors and crew to keep track of the story and know the purpose of most of the scenes (which are left to audience interpretation). How did you explain to them? How did you get the right emotions and expressions from the actor?
Sorry to break the tread of super intelligent cinema discussion with my mundane filmmaking questions :d

ashima on November 15th, 2007 5:03 pm
No smoking was quite an experience. One of the funniest and saddest movies I have seen. Made me feel empty and desolate afterwards. And then angry about wasting away. Anger is better than feeling nothing. Sign of life.
Thank you for making this, Anurag.

Guru on November 15th, 2007 5:11 pm
This is what makes you a genius. You come here and apologize for a film that did not pan out the way you calculated it would- get international acclaim, good reviews in the festival circuit….. Now you have all these people stroking your ego and saying -”sirjee… you are such a genius.” Why can’t you just make your films and talk about films as a creative form here instead of going on this “I” trip. It is your accessibility that has all these guys lapping up everything you say and not your creative genius. PFC should not be identified as your blog as it increasingly is, because of this drawing of lines over NS.

sanjeev segan on November 15th, 2007 5:37 pm
hey anurag
I think that the indian audience is not matured enough to accept ur kind of films. There is nothing wrong in the films u’ve made except NS but something has to done to change the mindset of a regular movie buff..A film like swades which is a brilliant example of a socially relevant topic becomes a flop,while a mindless flick like OSO is a supersucess….though srk’s performance in swades was brilliant….people like pankaj kapoor who according to me is the best actor we have today are not commercially acceptable.. Only vishal bhardwaj makes exceptional films with brilliant actors……..Someday i want you to make films like shawshank redemption with pankaj,naseer and co

Nik Patel on November 15th, 2007 6:25 pm
Anurag,

Its good that you accepted it. It’s good that you wants to move on. Didn’t enjoyed your previous blog of thrashing TA and others. Every good moviegoer knows about what they are. Its good that you think about failure of No Smoking. Indian Cinema needs you and you are one person who can make it proud and change it for better.

And yes, philosophy is great but cinema is not always about philosophy.

Nik

Evelyn Tu on November 15th, 2007 6:59 pm
Anurag, you’ve written something important at the top of your article that no one is discussing here, but is on my mind currently.

So many movies make you “feel” something during the time you are in the theater and then it’s forgotten when the lights turn on. It’s as relevant to real life as a roller coaster ride. The movie’s topic is just a means to an emotional release — outrage, tears, laughter — and then you move on. I think Michael Moore’s movies often have that effect, for example.

A movie that provokes and agitates may actually have a real impact.

For me, Black Friday is not a movie without a real effect. It gives me courage to make a documentary about a topic that potentially will piss some people off and hopefully motivate many others to do better. If a few people are not pissed off, then I won’t consider the documentary engaging enough to draw in a broad audience.

But even then, I wonder, is a person who makes movies that expose the truth doing as much good as someone who actually becomes an activist and fights a good fight? It takes a lot of courage to sign your name to your honest thoughts. But are the truly courageous people doing something even greater by going out in the world? Or is there some real satisfaction in setting things in motion with your movies?

And also, you may see yourself as selfish, but your writing here is generous.

P.S. I felt Bipasha was placed at the end of NS because you had sold tickets with her image and then she didn’t fit in the middle anymore, so you still had to deliver her. True?

Saurabh Sinha on November 15th, 2007 7:16 pm
Hi Anurag

Its great to see your post on PFC again! For once, I’d thought you wouldn’t write again (dunno y i thought that). Amazing post..it would have been better if you hadn’t given more details about No Smoking. It took me two viewings (and reading posts on PFC) to get some understanding and I was looking forward to more. The film did not release here, watched it on the net…am looking forward to buying it from Eros website when its uploaded. Any idea when the DVD is releasing?

Am looking forward to more of your films…and thanks for No Smoking.

Saurabh

Gaurav on November 15th, 2007 7:50 pm
what the hell… i now feel cheated… why are you apologizing man… ??

Kunal on November 15th, 2007 8:00 pm
Anurag… u made a brilliant movie ! I m glad to see someone daring not to make usual bollywood crap where ladka meet ladkee, sing-sing song-song lots of them n in the end get married (recent e.g. jab we met).

I wud say movie is for intellectuals… for class nt for mass. Dont appologize for makin sth brilliant.Keep doin the good job. Be proud of ‘I’.

U started the movie with quote from Socrates. Lets
not forget…
“I think therefore I am” !

K.

Anurag Kashyap on November 15th, 2007 8:39 pm
Evelyn tu- true about bips
gaurav- NS is past, need to make my next.. apology is for Guru and others..you missed the point of the post..
Kunal again apology is for cheating the audience into believing that the film is about the bipasha john song..i am incredibly proud of my film..
Guru sir sorry, am not going to go away..

kavita on November 15th, 2007 8:41 pm
“I think, therefore I am”
Je pense, donc je suis
[ cogito ergo sum ]- Descartes [ 1637 ]
not Socrates.

NoVaDJ on November 15th, 2007 9:01 pm
Anurag,

Most everyone seems to be missing the point of your post, just like they did with NS:-?

Travis Bickle on November 15th, 2007 10:03 pm
It has been almost a month since I

SKF on November 15th, 2007 10:15 pm
Anurag,

I watched NS on pirated DVD because it will never release in my small town. Let me first admit that I am an average viewer. I feel that the movie started brilliantly. I was able to understand everything till last 20-25 minutes. After that I lost it. I was confused and thinking for atleast for next 3 days. My wife asked me about the story. I started narrating her the the story. After five minutes of narration she was really interested. But after that I was just not able to put the point.

Then I realized that NS is an experience. You can never judge NS by reading reviews or WOM. No one except you can narrate or explain NS verbally.

In spite of all the confusion it stayed with me.. and is still with me. Waiting for the DVD with Dir’s Commentary. Overall a great film.

I hope that next time you will keep it little simple.

Kartick on November 15th, 2007 10:15 pm
Had sent you an email on the 27th of Oct. Wanted to know whether you have received it.

premal on November 15th, 2007 10:28 pm
hi sir,

Had mailed you…a major production house frm Hyderabad wants to make their company profile presentation for you..they r getting into live action feature films and desire to meet you for the same..kindly mail me hw we can take this forward..

thnx…

mewani on November 15th, 2007 10:55 pm
Success sells but quality isnt always. One thing I learnt from NS is that if u quit “smoking” ur like will become a hellish experience. Please dont quit “smoking”. We all love it. I know its hard. Govind Nilhani once said in an interview “I have accepted the fact that star sell movie”. An honest confession by a honest person. Something that we cannot change at this moment. But still make the movie u want irrespective of what audience think about it. We are all here to love it.

P(L)AYBACK on November 15th, 2007 10:56 pm
@ Anurag

Hi. Introspection is evolution in disguise.

The apology to your audiences doesnt apply simply because of the mental stimulation that you offered through NS. Dont worry, the OSO brigade didnt bother to purchase tickets to your film anyway ! :)

What makes me really happy is the evolution part. Though there remains a lot of work to do, it warms my heart to see that you will be among the front-liners of a new breed in India which will speak to the world through cinema.

PS : Keeping PFC as a broader base, I believe, creating a more focussed core club which meets up weekly / bi-monthly might be a good idea.

RS on November 15th, 2007 11:05 pm
Anurag,

I have seen your your movies.I feel that you are a very normal person with some creativity.If you work hard you can make some interesting movies.Its sad to see you crying all over to create new wave,self proclaiming genius through your posts.Stop talking nonsense please.And wake up from these pages of PFC.World is different.

Foe me NS is nothing but stupid.No justification can help it or any movie for that matter.My little advise to you is to try and shed this thought that you are above the rest/howard roark/ saviour of inidan cinema.Indian cinema will remain with or without you or anyone.You need cinema.You are just an ordinary talent from the movies you have made so far.Even among the contemporaries you are far below a vishal bharatwaj or raju hirani or Rakesh mehra.If you feel cinema is your medium do your talk through it than through pfc.

Good luck to you.

Amit on November 15th, 2007 11:51 pm
Anurag,

It seems that since you are accessible through this website, people are venting out their years of frustration of watching senseless movies. Atleast, this is true for me. And it was very kind of you to apoligise - that is the least a film maker can do, if he/she gives us a product like NS in lieu of our hard earned money. And I didn’t go to watch your movie because of Bipasha’s gyration but because you have proved yourself time and again as a director as well as a writer. See, either you can go on a egoistic trip and make movies like NS and build a genre of yourself (in that case, there will be a certain intellect of people only, watching your movies and thats perfectly fine) or make movies where people do not feel cheated after leaving the theatre. You cannot mix the two - because what has happened is that you have pulled the crowd for NS, on the backing of a super movie BF. As you tell me now, NS was all about freedom but what about the responsibilty that comes with that freedom? what about the responsibilty towards the viewers? I am sounding a bit harsh but I really felt let down by you. I know you will bounce back, eagerly waiting for that.

triplesix on November 15th, 2007 11:52 pm
kashyap….tht was really nice of u to reply…

articulating my views isn’t the problem…i have been expressin through my blog,though not really expressing it candidly…it’s somethin more than tht n i dn’t know wat…i havn’t been able to figure it out…just clueless!

anyhow,there’s also a slight misunderstanding,which actually made me laugh…i’m not a guy….

thnk u again!

AZAD on November 15th, 2007 11:54 pm
Looking forward to your next movie. In fact the only Animation that I have loved till date is Grave of the fireflies, and to some extent the animated portions of KILL BILL. rest all are cartoons for me. Hope your animated movie, Hanuman Returns falls into the animation category

Anurag Kashyap on November 15th, 2007 11:55 pm
666 sorry for being so presumptious..

Anurag Kashyap on November 15th, 2007 11:57 pm
Azad checkout persepolis, princess, my neighbour totoros, tokyo godfathers, and manymore from europe and japan..

triplesix on November 16th, 2007 12:01 am
@novadj…

i felt really dorry after readin ur opinion which opposed to mine…yes,i agree,to an extent,tht money is essential….but i didn’t mean it in tht fashion tht money isn’t everythin…

it’s just loneliness….i’m not sayin tht i’m some rich girl havin a great time…my dad really worked hard for it…n i’m just secured bcos of it…i thank god for tht….but what do i do with it….

it’s just BLANK…like fill in the blanks…i dn’t know what to fill in those…with moeny,relationship or whatever….my life is just like tht…too many options, a lot left out….and those big blanks….i’m not regrettin or feeling sorry for myself…but i only wish i could feel somethin…n tht’s exactly what is absent now….

i wish u good luck with ur profession n life…take care

vinod on November 16th, 2007 12:04 am
Hi Anurag,

I liked the ending. I got it the first time I watched the movie. Because before I watched the movie , I read articles on pfc that the movie is not really about smoking :-) that helped me look beyond….

I can think of a few comments. Ignore it as trash if u find it invalid :-)

smoking is so common that it is easy for people to star thinking that the movie is about quitting smoking. And when the viewer gets blocked in that mind set, there was always the risk that people might just consider it as a thriller.And then the end comes as a complete surprise and the user would feel disconnected to the story. Maybe you could have given clues in the first half (go back and forth in the story like eternal sunshine of spotless mind) to let the user know that this is not really about smoking. You had that initial scene set in siberia. But I dont think it conveyed what it still gave a feel that the movie is like a thriller

The whole baba bangali setting had been more surreal like that in devils advocate.
Instead of setting it in dharavi it could have been more fantastic setting. Baba bangali is evil and is well aware of his power. But he could also have been shown as very charismatic. why are the people around baba sad and grumpy? They have given in to baba and they should be indulged in what baba throws at them. They should be sedated with the indulgence. Not feeling sad or happy…

Abbas can do anything to get his fingers back. Almost anything. He sends his friend to baba to get the fingers back. But you have to show that even after getting his finger back, abbas does not get back his freedom of expression. He just cant do it anymore because there is no longer any soul/true self that would express anything.What comes out of his pen is trash. Eventually he goes back to baba bangali…

I think the last 20 minutes were brilliant. awesome work….

triplesix on November 16th, 2007 12:11 am
ok,kashyap..tht was quick,n i know u r online…lol…

plez dn’t apologise,i literally felt embarassed…lol

i really look up to u…to me u r inspiring….n i wish to respect u in tht manner…

i wish i could get a chance to work with u…but tht’s a long mile to walk on…take care

Anurag Kashyap on November 16th, 2007 12:16 am
KJ you are spot on..
and yes i do tend to live in extremes..
Amit i overestimated my audience, or may be you can say i was blinded by my own vanity..
The father in Tibet fulfills his responsibility towards his son by making him selfdependent..i expected the audience to be that.. i was wrong..

Anurag Kashyap on November 16th, 2007 12:18 am
666 what do you do.. or where do you work, what you aspire to be

K J on November 16th, 2007 12:31 am
Hey Anurag!
Contrary to your own belief, some of us did get much of what you were trying to say in the movie. But I was really disappointed that instead of sharing our interpretations of no smoking everyone who did not understand it labeled it abstract. For my part, i would rather break my balls deciphering an interesting puzzle and not getting it in the end than live in ignorance bcoz of the thought process that goes with it, once u’ve gained that, it permanently adds dimensions to ur to thought.
I want every cinematic experience of mine to be unique, no matter how experimental. NS provided me that. You don’t realize that for ppl like me who have been breaking their heads over seeing the same movies rehashed, recut, remixed every friday losing interest in cinema, films like NS rekindle the faith that not every piece of work is done keeping the market in mind but remains what it needs to remain, pure art, pure cinema.
Sure you lost money, but you gave ppl an experience to remember forever.
You do live in extremes. First you tried to pass off NS as commercial cinema hoping ppl would get it(Entirely your fault), now you say nobody got it.
Give your viewers a chance.
I did post a very hard worked interpretation but it got lost among the myriad of opinions of others on your last post.
American comic book artist once said in relation to his passion for collecting obscure jazz records that everyone listens to the usual herbie hancock stuff you’ll get in every nook and corner of the city, but u look in places where others have shunned, you find real gems that others see as stone and it really whets your appetite because finally you possess that only u understand, something which makes you feel like yourself, you want to say ‘I am’.
so many great artists were eluded by fame, they never gave up. joseph conrad, f. scott fitzgerald, velvet underground. your work will speak for urself somewhere down the timeline.

The way you have taken to the failure of your movie makes me wish you watch NS again and see the last 20 min. of it again. See how K gives up. Then look in the mirror. See how K’s story has become your story, even more so now…..
Meanwhile here’s what i got from the movie, please correct me if i interpreted it the wrong way.
On second thoughts, maybe don’t. maybe i got more out of it than you intended to. for me, you’ve already reached your creative peak. so thanks for giving me NS before selling out to save ur marriage to the film industry……

K J on November 16th, 2007 12:33 am
sorry for posting again i lost electricity in b/w i thought i did not get posted….

K J on November 16th, 2007 12:33 am
This is how i interpreted it…….
The opening scene sets the tone of the movie by quoting an existential quote of Sinatra, thereby making us aware that much of what happens might be happening in K

one on November 16th, 2007 12:34 am
anurag, with all due respect, any comment on comment no. 68 and 69.

i think they have few valid points. infact they are some points which i feel too. give it a thought.

sumit on November 16th, 2007 12:34 am
it hurts to be loved and not respected.
but what u said was a sordid fact.
I am trying

Gajendra S Shrotriya on November 16th, 2007 12:38 am
Hi Anurag… I am a engineer, MBA and a businessman and left the comforts of my job 14 years back and started business in Jaipur with my friends. We have made some money since then. The interest in making films was there always but for last one year, I have started pursuing it seriously. Once I started doing it, I now feel this is something I can do 24×7. I learn by making films and PFCone has given me a great opportunity to show case myself. I have already submitted 6 films and would submit more if time extends because nothing now excites me more than making films.
Coming to the POV of a film maker, I see your view but cannot agree with it in whole. I strongly believe that every person on this earth knows his weeknesses or inner devil. But if he chooses to ignore it or doesn’t want to see it, then some one else trying to strip him would not make much difference. So why not show the hope that one could change. Why try to put some one’s kachra in his drawing room instead of believing that one day he would dispose it properly. At least that would encourage few ot hers to follow the suit. My POV is that cinema must be realistic but to the extent of bringing about some positive change. Not emphasizing the negativity.
I was a fervent tobacco chewer for 14 years, seven years back. Rajnigandha double zero you know. Even today, when I sometimes visit a panwala, the smell of the tobacco pan just blows my mind. But I have learnt to supress my urge now. Its difficult but not impossible.
And finally just out of curiosity; Whether you still smoke?

Anurag Kashyap on November 16th, 2007 12:52 am
KJ i don’t know what to say.. but my respects and regards and thanks..:)

Travis Bickle on November 16th, 2007 12:52 am
Hey Anurag, have you seen the new David Lynch movie Inland Empire… what do you think about it?

K J on November 16th, 2007 12:53 am
yo! metropolis has some of the most awesome animation I’ve ever seen. although i think akira still remains the most spectacular one even after 20 yrs!
anurag, do let us know the film making process that went into making hanuman returns in one of ur future posts. what softwares u used, and the whole creative aspect of it in one of ur future posts. it will also help in taking further the quality of the next pfc one film festival by enabling ppl to break free of money, equipment and dimensional constraints……

Anurag Kashyap on November 16th, 2007 12:53 am
Gajendra i do smoke..
sumit u r doing your bit in the theatre..
a little more will go a lot more

thilak on November 16th, 2007 12:54 am
Anurag,
Is there a Miyazaki homage somewhere! I’m all eager..

Anurag Kashyap on November 16th, 2007 12:55 am
Travis just got the film and haven’t seen it yet

KJ will do so soon..

Nikhil Singh on November 16th, 2007 1:19 am
Please bear me with this small comment
in a philosophy class I saw a masterpiece that was just a bucketful of color splashed on a canvas, i asked my prof “sir even i can do it, so y is this a masterpice” the reply was “the artist has already proved to the world that he can paint as aesthetically beautiful painting as any one else has but now he has painted this”: so now the aam junta asks “what the heck he could have painted most beautiful paintings (hardcore masala) but chooses to paint this , what does he want to say ???
So repected kashyap sir we (PFC ki aam junta)see your film and ask y has he painted this when he could have painted XYZ but to others outside, you have to prove that u can paint the most beautiful bullshit we can think of (sorry for fundeybaazi…but loved ur blog and was compelled to comment)

Indraneel on November 16th, 2007 1:33 am
Anurag..man..we live and die by our creations. Creators have egos. Egos are good. Egos spell that he is capable. “I” is important to all human beings. A collection of “I” is “we”. The society..samaj..world. If the “I” does not do enough, his place in the world is lost. Forever. Also, the “I” has to have his roti, kapda and makaan..so, he does a few things that are necessary..not good or bad…but necessary.
We all do it..you do it too..But you create too. Your creations have beholders. They wonder, reflect and then get angry (in NS case)..cool, that is what you wanted them to do, serving up their curiousity for your future offerings..very Michelangelo..
I do that all day..my directors are unhappy with me..my colleagues too..but my customers find the solutions for me..then all realise..and its cool!!
So, “K” then has not lost his soul..has he??!!

K J on November 16th, 2007 1:36 am
what i loved most about the movie is that the form follows the function. K is a man not easily understood by anyone around him. so it makes sense to make a movie like this. i guess anurag is right in saying it would not have compelled us to think and discuss so much had the movie been easily accessible. this was one of the biggest grouses i had against the fountainhead. the book’s construction does not follow the function(the idea) it set out to convey. i felt cheated. this is the major reason why i loved this movie…

kartik krishnan on November 16th, 2007 1:37 am
thanks anurag for resurfacing ….
all the best ….

Waiting for Hanuman and DevD

Raghu on November 16th, 2007 1:39 am
TO DO IS TO BE
TO BE IS TO DO
DO BE DO BE DO

Wow!! I can’t sleep now….no more dreams..only
DO BE DO BE DO

Dileep Kumar on November 16th, 2007 1:42 am
@Anurag Kashyap

I am a normal audience and watch movies every Friday. I was dying to see No Smoking

rony d'costa on November 16th, 2007 1:48 am
Anurag a friend of mine has read quitter inc and she says that it is the same story.is there any credit to quitters inc in the film?. i dont remember seeing it.for me no smoking as different a film to quitter’s inc as some poeple compare ikiru to anand.

poetess on November 16th, 2007 2:09 am
You’re right Kashyap,

we do not listen.
there is too much of noise
screaming at us

I escape this and have
started escaping even the meaning that comes with it

you confront
and you are too honest

your honesty troubles
NS lingers and worries at my understanding of it

on the fifth day after seeing it two scenes fell in place all of a sudden. The rest still eluded. Now that you mention here on this blog few things make further sense and many things still elude. NS is not over. It might never be…

2. the soul loosing its body.. is a mind- blowing concept.

3. lastly, because of you and your brutal honesty many are learning not to stop. i, for one. you have awakened something. the only detriment is to be free from you (as a role model)

suchita b on November 16th, 2007 2:18 am
And I wonder if this is how legends are made… don’t know have to wait and watch.

The Big S on November 16th, 2007 2:28 am
Dear Anurag,

I was quite angry when i saw NS, i believed it was as self indulgent as it could get. However, i believe that every film should be a story told by the maker with total conviction in himself and his script by staying true to himself, i hence commend you on having the ‘testicles’ to do so.

Being an avid Marketer i cannot help wondering, what if you had not taken commercial stars in NS and what if you had a limited release like a late night show only at the multiplexes; maybe you would have had a chance to hit the niche audiences better and probably generate better WOM thus leading to the movie actually being appreciated by a larger crowd.

Do comment on this.

S

Shekhar Shimpi on November 16th, 2007 3:13 am
I enjoy watching “No Smoking”,
aisa Type ka aur film hona mangata,.
(3 baar dekha allready):)

Phoenixnu on November 16th, 2007 3:40 am
was wondering if its no blogging after no smoking. thank god its not. gt my blood check up done recnly,report said red blood cells,white blodd cells n pfc cells. yes now its impossible.
so,k has lost if finally ? then what was the point ? so dummies guide to no smoking is still rolling ? so if the intention was to discuss n dissect, why simplify it now ? so if bipasha number was con, the bigger con job was in having john abraham(the actor with only 2 expressions on his face..smile with dimples, frown with six lines on his forehead)to make it more commercial or maybe to con the producer or may be filmmaking is con job?
yes,those rebel friends (read rock music,long hairs,charas..all togther or one of it)who hate bollywood loved it n think cz of pfc m somehow part of ns. they come n tell me wow, i love that dude,man. i say ya.
but i hate “i” when it comes to film n cinema. i is just in bewteen c and n or between f and l. why should it become bigger? why should it stand out in cInema or fIlm ? it looks odd, bizarre. i love “i” otherwise. in shool when virendra saxena tells manoj bajapyee…duniya tumhare tarike se nahi chaltiiiiiii. everytime i c it, i feel like turning around n slap that guy n tell him…duniya mere tarike se hi chalegi ya nahi chalegi. personaly hav alwys lived like that so far. dad said its ur life. do what u want. u enjoy it,u regret it…u gt nobdy to blame except u. i told them dont come for any parents teachers meetings. i will handle everything. n hav been doing so since i remember. but hav also learnt that when it involves u,we n all,then there is no “i”. And film is all about “i” but for “u”. otherwise like om prakash makhija pray that in next birth u r born with ambani, roshan or johar surname.

Shreyas G on November 16th, 2007 4:04 am
hey anurag, i had left a post abt how much i luvd watching NS in ur earlier blog entry

i too aspire to b a filmmaker, m 18 nd doin BMM(bachelor if mass media)…but i don kno where to start frm

i kno i hav 1 story in me(m dyin to tell it!)…which is as close to me as NS is to u

i desperately want to tell tht story for self-indulgent purposes and i don’t mind doin any amount of commercial bullshit(i secretly enjoy conceptualising commercially viable stuff too)

a word of advice wud do me a world of good…i’m currently directionless

Anurag Kashyap on November 16th, 2007 4:35 am
phoenixnu uncle Raakh hone ke baad bhi baar baar uth khade hote ho ya yunhi phoenix ho.. bhaiya i se hi to sab shuru hota hai.. i nahi hoga to we kaise hoga.. NS se mujhe zyaada mere type log mile hain.. thoda intezaar karo duniya bhi badlenge..
NS itni bhi simplify nahi kee hai.. bahas to chalti rahegi, uska kaam hai chalna.. ek wahi to cheez hai jo chal rahi hai apni speed se.. baaki to sab bhaag rahe hain ya thame huey hain..

Anurag Kashyap on November 16th, 2007 4:46 am
S without the commercial stars it wouldn’t have been made..
and to release like that you need a super strong distributor.
in this country the whole thing has sadly become about the first three days
ronny quitter’s inc was just a departure point and it has no credit in the film..
Dileep your questions are too many and the answer to them is probably baba bengali had supernatural powers, he was omnipresent.. all those things were used to symbolise the constant surveillance that we live under..or you can simply call it paranoia.. you see most what you fear most..
as to why k signs after put in that magic box, i don’t know..maybe something so terrible happens down there that he is scared.. may be the first time he goes down , he goes into a dream and the second time he wakes up is actuall when he wakes up.. maybe when he goes down he sees a crystal ball in which he seees his future mauled by baba bengali or he sees his wife is actually abbas’s wife and he himself doesn’t exist..i don’t know

Anurag Kashyap on November 16th, 2007 4:48 am
shreyas kurukshetra mein kood jaao.. chakravyooh mein khudbakhud phans jaaoge

Anurag Kashyap on November 16th, 2007 4:53 am
poetess do not admire someone so much that you won’t be able to take it when they make their human mistake.. you have to be accomodating enough to allow your rolemodel his fall from grace.. trust me the one rolemodel that definitely works is the vision of “the future you”.. let that future you define your journey.. and when you become that..try to jump off it..

gatsby on November 16th, 2007 5:01 am
Anurag, why explain? Why not allow your inferences, your private anger, your personal angst that was poured into the script and the writing remain cloaked in the film.Those that get it, understand it can feel a sense of unmitigated gle at having got the joke, maybe different ones in each instance, understood the idioms. But this explanation makes it all so redundant. Like Beckett stepping on stage to explain the real meaning of ‘Waiting for Godot’. What works there is the same thing… Everyone takes something very personal and individual away… I wish you hadn’t launched into ‘look, did you get how deep I was being?’. Defeats the purpose of depth. And I’m one of those guys who really loved NS, warts and all.

Anurag Kashyap on November 16th, 2007 5:09 am
gatsby you have a valid argument here.. but for me NS is gone and i need to make more films and in this country after being jinxed for eight years i don’t want to lose myself to obscurity caused by incomprehensibility..

Phoenixnu on November 16th, 2007 5:28 am
hum to philhaal bus wannabe phoenix hain, shayad raakh me mitne ke baad pata chalega. umid,hope aur pray karta hoon ki aap zarur is raakh se phir se uthein. bina zyada cheezon ko analyse kar,bina zyada sochein,bina khalid aur taran ko seriously liye. besabri se intezaar rahega. pehle bhi kaha tha,abhi bhi kah raha hoon,ns ke liye apni dictionary me se ek shabd zaroor chun ka rakha hoon..cult. bus dar hai ki ye “i” ko aur ego massage na de. behad kahatrnak sabit ho sakta hai. aur kuch bhi ho bus woh nahi chahunga. waise bhi gine chune hi hain jinse umeed liye bhaithe hain.

Travis Bickle on November 16th, 2007 5:31 am
Hey Anurag,
Tell me for my peace of mind and people like me…
How do you lose freedom by losing two fingers… If that’s just what it takes to lose freedom , I’ve lost mine by being born …. I want to get it..tell us..

Anurag Kashyap on November 16th, 2007 5:41 am
travis losing fingers was just a metaphor.. if you take everything literally then nothing has meaning.. it’s all meaningless.. even you asking, me answering and all that surrounds the angst of our existence..

Travis Bickle on November 16th, 2007 5:48 am
But isn’t freedom a state of mind… The rest that happens around me the absurdity of existence..
Meaning is truth … and I want to know your truth..as an artist

Travis Bickle on November 16th, 2007 5:52 am
Everything is meaningless by itself unless we give it meaning … Anyway i think you should make a movie around a single meaning .. like the meaning of the life of Travis Bickel…

Neeraj on November 16th, 2007 5:59 am
Anurag sir …. i can see that you have truly moved past No Smokingg… no comments on ur Classic M blog after a while… Well not sure if u might have read this…. but this is wht i wrote abt No Smoking… No point in going and talking abt tht issue again and again… but if possible …have a read.. !

Picture this - for eg : David Lynch

Neeraj on November 16th, 2007 6:02 am
I wanted to be a part of Dev D..thru PFC 1 min movie… too bad…for me..as my film…got stuck due to bad internet connnections !! but these things happen i guess… !! Soo hope to meet you sometime in the future..!!! :) All the best sir…. for ur DEV D…!

Neeraj on November 16th, 2007 6:07 am
The fact tht we derived our own interpretation from No Smoking…was a great thing !!…. after a point ..we do tend to realise…tht its metaphor for many thing… !! Soul for our identity in this world , Fingers for the things ur feel , Ears for the arrogance we have and which makes us deaf….and well….the pain of our loved ones,…wen we go on a dark path !!….

Anurag Kashyap on November 16th, 2007 6:08 am
travis i lose my freedom if i am not allowed to express.. my mind is free.. but to translat that i need a medium.. to a writer it is writing, which is why abbas tyrewala loses his fingers and then K

Anurag Kashyap on November 16th, 2007 6:11 am
neeraj the deadline to PFCone has extended..have you tried sending it again

Noopur Bora on November 16th, 2007 6:13 am
Anurag bhai,
you are the man we all aspiring film makers look upto… your apologies were for the people who you think you fooled to watch the movie by the bips song. such people must have nothing to do with what you write. but people like me are affected by what u write. we dont need ur apologies. though my friends slept through NS, i loved it. i was convinced them to watch it again and then they loved it. i know thats how its going to be for you. you wont be just a survivor for the sake of it, u will have a mark of ur own. every hanuman return will have a NS.

Travis Bickle on November 16th, 2007 6:21 am
So Anurag, you want the freedom to express your freedomlessness to express your freedom … am i right :-?

AmitP on November 16th, 2007 6:27 am
Glad to hear that post NS u still have ur fingers un-chopped (though u can bargain on hearing device).
Many of my frnds didn’t even notice those smoky (or blurry) screen when u tried to show the world visualized by ‘atma’ .. e.g the very first scene when K went to that “kolkata carpet centre” or whatever it was .. there screen get smoky for few seconds. Little more effects cud have done for many guys.
I have seen few movies of Lynch, Arnofosky (not Kaufman though) .. and as people pointing these guys as the reference for NS .. i was bit afraid initially for getting alienated .. but unlikely i found NS very “Indian” … though i may not get every references u have put there in ur movie.

But to the core NS is very Indian .. and for that i take bit of pride.

P(L)AYBACK on November 16th, 2007 6:28 am
Anurag,… Its sad but I suspect u are evolving into a self centered spoilt brat resting on the spoils of fragile foundations !
Pls dont do this if u can ! IF u cant ,….just go ahead and lose ur fingers ! We will forget u !
Amen

morph on November 16th, 2007 6:30 am
Anurag,
We saw we heard but we were unmoved . We understood what you were trying to convey , we really did . Gulzar saab’s lyrics had a quality which your film lacked . they were more sucessful in conveying the gist and sprit of your film than your film itself .

Iam glad that you have decided to look beyond ‘No smoking’. Looking forward to your next movie . All the best for the future.

aditi on November 16th, 2007 6:45 am
Glad to hear that next time you’ll keep audience in mind. I don’t mind seeing a mirror, but the image should not be frosty, blurred and shapeless. Eagerly awaiting your next…..All the Bestest

george on November 16th, 2007 6:57 am
“A big drop of sperm was falling from the sky
Mother (earth ) quaked for it and conceived it
and I bloomed out
That is how the idea was born..”

idhu allava kavidhay… pramadham pramadham!!!
tanglish (this is know poem… wonderful wonderful)

deepa on November 16th, 2007 7:13 am
Anurag,

Having seen the same industry you’re now an inadvertent part of, from close quarters, all I’d say is, just do what you have to and voice your opinions if you have to. But I can promise you that no one here is going to take a non-conformist seriously, because it’s too scary for them to acknowledge a different point-of-view. You need a remarkable sense of security to deal with different perspectives, and not many in Bollywood have it.
I haven’t watched No Smoking yet, purely because of work pressure. But have been reading the posts on this site, and all the flak that’s been flying around in the media.
My question to you is not about No Smoking, but about Guru. Why did you write that film at all?

Regards,

Deepa

Anurag Kashyap on November 16th, 2007 7:28 am
deepa i wrote the first two drafts,, final version was not mine..
i wrote it because i loved the story of that man’s journey.. alas my version was not agreed upon..

Dhirendra Tiwari on November 16th, 2007 7:41 am
Alright…
this may be a spoiler..like i said may be
Anurag,
I wanted to duscuss this with you but no other medium than this open web platform so here it is

my interpretation - K gets cured as his stubborn, egoist subconscious is captured by baba…

From the point K is thrown inside a hole for refusing to accept treatment(before he signs the contract) is his subconcious that we see on the screen until the end when he talks to himself…

Confusion?
2 fingers getting chopped off - was that the real punishment?
why was there a mat on the top of his car??

Your movie was like The shining, I could get some but not others. Fortunately I can discuss it with you whereas stanley kubrick was long gone before I watched his movie..

Abhra J Mukherjee on November 16th, 2007 7:57 am
anurag

welcome back. uve made a movie and the ppl who have not liked it (including me) can go fuck themselves. Did u put a gun on my head or kidnap my wife and demanded an audience as ransom? dude dont worry abt it. uve writen and directed stuff that is recorded in golden words of indian film history. u can make a dozen NS but no one can take away ur satya, ur BF. so come back and hit it hard and u know how ….

Abhra

qwerty on November 16th, 2007 8:09 am
Anurag, Ketan Mehta made a Fellini-esque romp through the underbelly of Bombay…’Oh Darling Yeh Hai India’…also was deemed incomprehensible by people. That film was probably way ahead of it’s time.
In any case, referring to the ‘Fountainhead’ comparison, this blog has given you what Roark could never have…. hundreds of supporters…!
8 years of ‘jinxes’ maybe, but hey, everybody loves a martyr eh?

May the force be with you.

Bom Bom !

Anurag Kashyap on November 16th, 2007 8:15 am
Dhirendra..the carpet is what he gets billed for each time he issues a cheque..Kalkatta karpets is the front of what baba does underneath in his labyrinth.. ‘things we don’t want to deal with we sweep them under the carpet”,,as for rest of your interpretation that’s your own and i am not going to argue with that.. am glad atleast you took something
Abhra thanks
qwerty with 300 someone won a war and they made a film on it.. well i love PFC

sanjay malhotra on November 16th, 2007 8:28 am
Anurag,

Next time give us a flick,where we don’t have to disscuss it, in order to understand it. Film is an audio visual medium with so many characters,music and many more things in It so it should speak by itself.

Regards!
Sanjay

V on November 16th, 2007 8:32 am
Anuraag Bhai -

very well, now that you’ve completed the cycle for NS by providing an explanation,or shd I say, a justification. Ab ek baat pate ki - genius to aap ho hi is mein kisi ko koi doubt nahi hai, and at least cos of NS you’ve decided to make your ingenuity more accessible; but why do you have this attempt to always prove that you are ‘different’ ? Yes you are, and so is your cinema, your writing, your thoughts and opinions, but sir, different hone ke chakkar mein indifferent mat ho jaana. Turn the commercial format on its head, change the way our stories are told,plot the points as u want, do something entirely novel, but please - remain deferent even when you are trying to be different. Not just for your producers and the audience at large, but for our cinema in particular and those of us who have extreme faith on your abilities. A lot of us here will like to be into filmmaking, but can’t due to ghar and family chalana hai.. don’t have the guts to leave the security or in my case love my wife too much to make her insecure by insane decisions.. and for a small lot out of this group, we depend on you and your kind of cinema. Make us proud man. Make it different if you want, but make it work. You know how. You’ve showed us your signature, now fill the page with your name. All the best !

Dhirendra Tiwari on November 16th, 2007 8:33 am
btw, I loved the ripple effect(like, throwing a stone in the pond effect) you had in some of the scenes. Very original technical act. that kind of gave a feeling that these scenes are different from rest…

qwerty on November 16th, 2007 8:36 am
I have this fantastic script about overlapping realities induced by an experimental test drug, on a group of unconnected people in their twentiesmost of it takes place in an enclosed area, a totally mind altering experience. It’s set in France, for a French network…..at the end of it, you dont know which is which…quite intriguing, and a page turner….wonder if that would work in a Bombay milieu, sort of like ‘12 Monkeys’ meets ‘Jacob’s Ladder’ - ( u must see those if you havent already)

Dazed&Confused on November 16th, 2007 8:37 am
Anurag can you share the script of NS on PFC?

Devils Advocate on November 16th, 2007 9:11 am
:d/ I loved Jacobs ladder and 12 monkeys.. precisely because I was left scratching my head for a day or so.. It made me think and rethink untill I got it. But I ultimately question the point of “getting it” or is it the act of participating intellectually and making your own accesments that is more important and rewarding. But then again, one shouldn’t be pondering major plot lapses, but rather be undercovering the hermeneutics behind the underlining meaning.

Anurag Kashyap on November 16th, 2007 9:16 am
i love them too..

Devils Advocate on November 16th, 2007 9:35 am
Hey Anurag, when you setting forth with Dev D? and whats the premise for it? I have a question regarding screenwriting in India? do you guys start with English and then get dialouges written in hindi or does the standard format consist of purely hindi. I really think if you make a partial script available from any of your past movies, It would be a great learning curve. Btw have you seen no country for old men yet?

Devils Advocate on November 16th, 2007 9:48 am
never mind i just started reading your ” trying to make my film in the big bad bollywood” post.. I will save you the time. Please thank Vishal Bharadwaj and Gulzhar sahbib from my side for that great soundtrack… i have been listening to it non stop ever since I first heard it. Phoonk de is my favourite track along with ash tray.

Anurag Kashyap on November 16th, 2007 9:49 am
my script should be up soon..

Kamlesh Singhvee on November 16th, 2007 10:03 am
@qwerty
and a lil bit of “A Clockwork Orange”

@ AK

Don’t you think with a film like “Hanuman Returns”,
you might just target the wrong audience for your next baby, another backlash.

instead I’d like to see your next baby proclaim ‘from the makers of No Smoking..’

chavannichap on November 16th, 2007 10:20 am
anurag,
aap inhe padhen…kuchh log samajh rahe hain aap ko…maloom nahi aap unhe samajh rahe hain ya nahi?

http://chavannichap.blogspot.com/2007/10/blog-post_30.html

http://chavannichap.blogspot.com/2007/10/blog-post_6921.html

Holden Caulfield on November 16th, 2007 10:22 am
Anurag,
Like many others I have been following all the posts written for NS. Thought I will drop a line too but then thought what the hell, I enjoyed it why do I need security in numbers. I saw a pirated print of NS as that is the only way I can see in Connecticut. Even on such a bad print I could understand it was full of style and lots of gripping moments. First reaction I had was it is like the movie Big Fish then I thought may be not it was more like Eternal Sunshine of spotless mind, but I think it was better than any of them. Anurag I did see the point of Baba enjoying his power over underprivileged. I could not hear the lyrics from the song very clearly, but loved the music. I thought it was more of an experience rather than a movie. I loved lots of moments especially when K forces Abbas to smoke a cigg just to prove that whatever he does is right. And then there was this other ass licking guy next to him who would have licked Abbas ass if K was the one who would have walked out first

Dhirendra Tiwari on November 16th, 2007 10:26 am
@Kamlesh

A Clockwork Orange ?? nothing similar with that. It’s a movie that becomes boring after 30 mins.

Holden Caulfield on November 16th, 2007 10:28 am
One more thing on your poem you wrote when you were doped